NATALYA ALYAKINA

Eyewitness to the Truth ...




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> The morning wind spreads its fresh smell.
> We must get up and take that in,
> that wind that lets us live.
> Breathe, before it is gone.
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> I am so small I can barely be seen.
> How can this great love be inside me?
> LOOK AT YOUR EYES.  THEY ARE SMALL,
> BUT THEY SEE ENORMOUS THINGS.
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> Where is a foot worthy to walk a garden,
> or an eye that deserves to look at trees?
> Show me a man willing to be 
> thrown into the fire.
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> You speak and I start laughing.
> Corpses come to life.
> I'm trying not to talk gibberish today,
> though totally lost and wandering.
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> No one is ever depressed with you.
> Those receiving light give out light.
> Secrets cannot be ke[pt
> from a confidante.
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> Who says the eternal does not exist?
> who says the sun has not gone out?
> Someone who climbs up on the roof, and closes his eyes tight,
> and says, I DON'T SEE ANYTHING.
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> When you feel your lips becoming infinite
> and sweet, like the moon in the sky,
> when you feel that spaciousness inside,
> Shams of Tabriz will be there too.
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> A ruby with a sweet taste,
> absorbing wine-light.  I could tell you
> that name of the grape, but why?
> I serve one who keeps secrets.
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> Already tightly bound, we are wrapped with yet another chain.
> We've lost everything, but here's another disaster.
> Held in the curls of your hair,
> we feel a rope around our neck.
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> Those on the way are almost invisible
> to those who are not.  A man or a woman
> recognizes God and starts out.  The others
> say he, or she, is losing faith.
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> I want a poet who cannot leave the Friend.
> If he could, and still be always in love,
> he would be a master, or he couldn't
> Give us poets like that.
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> The Sun is love. the lover,
> a speck circling the sun.
> A Spring wind moves to dance
> any branch that isn't dead
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> Don't let your throat tighten
> with fear.  Take sips of breath
> all day and night.  Before death
> closes your mouth
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> If I give up sanity, 
> I could fill a hundred versions of you.
> There is no liquid like a tear
> from a lover's eye.
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> I honor those who try
> to rid themselves of any lying,
> who empty the self
> and have only clear being there.
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> God only knows, I don't,
> what keeps me laughing.
> The stem of a flower
> moves when the air moves.
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> I reach for a piece of wood.  It turns to a lute.
> I do some meanness.  It turns out helpful.
> I say one must not travel during the Holy Month.
> Then I start out, and wonderful things happen.
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> Never too many fish in a swift creek,
> never too much water for fish to live in.
> No place is too small for lovers,
> nor can lovers see too much of the world
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> An ecstatic seed planted anywhere on earth
> comes up with this crop we plant.
> The music of a reed flute heard anywhere
> floats in the air as proof of our loving
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> I say, BRING THE SIMPLE WINE THAT MAKES ME LOOSE AND FREE
> You say, THERE'S A HURRICANE COMING!
> and I say, LET'S HAVE SOME WINE THEN,
> AND SIT HERE LIKE OLD STATUES AND WATCH.
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> The prophets all were commanded
> to stay in the company of lovers.
> We take warmth from the fire, but fire
> goes out in the presence of ashes.
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> I planted roses, but without you they were thorns.
> I hatched peacock eggs. Snakes were inside.
> Played the harp, sour music.
> I went to the eighth heaven.  It was the lowest hell.
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> I say what I think I should do.
> You say DIE
> I say my lamp's oil has turned to water.
> You say DIE
> I say I burn like a moth in the candle
> of your face. You say DIE.
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> Eyes.  You say KEEP THEM OPEN.
> Liver. You say KEEP IT WORKING.
> I mention the heart-center.  You ask, WHAT IS THERE?
> Much love for you. KEEP IT FOR YOURSELF
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> Secrets try to enter our ears. Don't prevent them.
> Don't hide your face.  Don't let us
> be without music and wine.  Don't let us
> breathe once without being where you are.
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> We're confused as lovers always are.
> You walk in and out among the confusions,
> unaffected, but anyone trying to follow you
> will be confused.
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> Every day, this pain.  Either you're numb
> or you don't understand love.
> I write out my love story.
> You see the writing, but you don't read it.
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> The sun coming up brings clear wine-air.
> Being sober is not living.
> Listen to the longing of a stringless harp.
> Stand watch over this burning.
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> You come closer, though you never left.
> Water flows, and the stream stays full.
> You are a bag of musk.  We are the fragrance.
> Is musk ever separated from its scent?
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> You come closer, though you never left.
> Water flows, and the stream stays full.
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> Whispering at dawn:
> "Don't keep from me what you know."
> Answer: Some things are to understand
> but not say.  Be quiet.
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> I saw you last night in the gathering,
> but could not take you openly in my arms,
> so I put my lips next to your cheek,
> pretending to talk privately.
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