So Many Tears I shall fear no man, but God though I walk through tha valley of death I shed so many tears Please God walk with me... back in Elementry, I thrived on misery left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed as my mind couldn't find a place ta rest untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest tell me can ya feel me ? I'm not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato no longer with us he's deseased call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets now rest in peace Is there heaven for a 'G' ? remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary shed so many tears Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years and shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now that i'm strugglin' in this business by any means, label me greedy gettin green but seldom seen and fuck tha world cuz i'm cursed I'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurse God can ya feel me ? take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain show me some happiness again i'm goin' blind I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ? my life is in denial and when I Die, babtised in Eternal Fire shed so many tears... Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years and shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Now i'm lost and i'm weary so many tears, i'm suicidal, so don't stand near me my every move is a calculated step ta bring me closer to embrace an early death now there's nothing left there was no mercy on tha streets I couldn't rest I'm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace and though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it I had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break free they planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame in my brain like a match, such a dirty game no memories, just misery painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep will I survive till' tha morning ta see tha sun please lord forgive me for my sins cause here I come... Chorus Lord I suffer through tha years and shed so many tears Lord I lost so many peers, shed so many tears Lord knows i've tried, been a witness ta homicide drive-bys taken lives, little kids die wonder why as I walk by Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' high this ain't tha life for me I wanna change but ain't no future right for me i'm stuck in tha game i'm trapped inside a maze see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy disillusioned lately i've been really wanting babies so I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady don't trust my lady cause she's a product of this poison, i'm hearen noises think she's fucken with my boys, can't take no more i'm fallin' to tha floor beggin' for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door I shed so many tears... Chorus Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears I lost so many peers, shed so many tears fades... I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears