s & m

something i had written in 1995, found in my journals; non-edited

okay this is a cool typewriter. i loev it it also makes thos clak clak clak noises which is a BONUS## hmm, the punctuation makrs assigned to the numbersare == are not the same the exclamation mark is on uhh,m, theEe
!code e key. weird.nirvan nirvan nirvan nirvan nirvan imim i why isnt the apostrophe working' oh it's the shift 8 key. i' m so obsessed with nirvan. i can't get him off my mind., this is getting ridiculous first i decide that maybe i don't love him or like him as much as i thought i did, that maybe it just kinda died but then i see hnim and then i go asll soft and mush over him again. i'm so indevciseve indecisive that i confuse not only myself but him as well which isn't fair at all as i'm just well, he's got better things to worry about like linear algebra
rather than our so-called relationship. so maybe itS goodthat we're just freiends wow that bold thing looks really cool
of should i say, tré cool. this hadsss a cédille. ç as in françaus français. ½¼§§§§§what's this this is rsosjfkfdkfk
pablo is wll, ikinda like him. i guess. h don't know what i see in him at all. he's only a junior, he smokes, is a slacker, does ART for goodness' sake , and god knows what else. he's also rude and self-centered. what is it about him.?? maybe it's the aura well, enought of the typing. i think i stiill like nirvan lots lots lots. htis is stupid. i wish i could see him again. wow that)s hmm nirvan nirvan it' getting sick and obsessive just stop it

jessica your faithful typer tabitha pickles.

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