"It's not denial. I'm just selective about the reality I accept."
......from the comic strip, "Calvin"
Prepare yourselves, coming soon......
I guess I ought to take a little time to explain who, what, and where I am at in life at the moment. I am primarily an American, second, an Indianaian, third, a Fort Wayne native. The many handles on the computer that I go by are "Radioactive Squirrel", "That Spunky Funky Monkey", "T. Herman Buckminster Zweibel the IV", "Zombie", "Horny Lil Devil", and "Druggie". Each explains why I chose them better than I ever could. I've always been attracted to the idea of freedom. In that attraction is the want to experience all I can out of life and to experience all in life very loudly. I love to live my life instead of dwelling in the idea of things just coming, going, or just happening. To me the road to freedom exist in starting outside of whatever may catch my attention and getting inside to reach the point of where it involves who I am. It's the idea of reaching the mental through the physical. My thoughts are you just have to make things happen.....to be in some kind of control over the way your life is headed. Things aren't going to be handed to you and there just not going to come along someday. You have to just get out there and experience as much as you possibly can. With experiencing new and different things you gain knowledge and knowledge is the key to it all. I'm not talking what you learn out of a book, I'm talking about gaining knowledge from life. Knowledge is the end.....but experiences are it's means to an end.....and the means justify the end.
This page is dedicated to the most wonderful people in my life, Jenny Wylde(Jen)
and Carosparrow(Caro). May our love and friendship only grow more and more.*kisses*
Miscellaneous links I like.....just as good as any of the above links, so check them out as well.
Just a little more of me and what I like.
Lot's of thanks go to Tattoogirl for help with the construction of this page
and for the 's (blue balls) she gave me.*lol*
And now a word from my sponser........
Unfortunately, most signs of drug drought aren't this obvious.
In today's world, sometimes it can be hard for parents to know when their kids are out of drugs. Drugs can be hard to find, or even worse, unavailable altogether. And you can bet that if your child is having trouble getting a hold of an adequate supply, you're probably the last person they'll tell.
Drug drought is very real. Every day, millions of kids go without drugs, not because they're afraid to start using, or because they're not "cool" enough to do drugs, but simply because they ran out.
But parents can make a difference. Watch your children for the tell-tale signs of drug dry-spells: normal appetite, a clear-headed sober expession and lack of attention from "hip" members of the opposite sex. Talk to your kids about their drug needs. Ask them straight out: "Do you need any money?" "Should I introduce you to my main connection?"
And if you still can't do anything to help them "hook up", for god's sake, call us.
Because the "high" you help save might be your kid's.
A Partnership For A Drug-Available America
Call 1-555-N-E-E-D-F-I-X
for information on how you can help kids everywhere get the drugs they need.
First fifty people to sign my guestbook receive a special limited salute from me
as I take a long toke of weed from a bong.
I'm begging you to sign my guestbook.....please, for the love of all that is insane, sign it!!!!
To see the other weirdo's who've signed it, you must also.....come on, don't be afraid.*eg*
Tony's Void Of The Weird 
's (blue balls) she gave me.*lol*
The Radioactive Squirrel Corporation 
