It's a little weird, feeling stronger and more positive (not quite on a level though). Just after tea I was thinking of Rachel and I really got hit by hurt for awhile. Me and Perkins went to the barratt club - said I'd get in touch with Kathy and try and find out what happened with Rachel. It's weird - I can't imagine Rachels just dumping me without so much as a word. Maybe she didn't get my letter, maybe I didn't get hers, maybe she didn't get my message, maybe I didn't get hers. What? Can't imagine it. perhaps write again - check did she get my letter, what happened, is this goodbye - type thing! bah not counting on it at all because I've already gotten over it.
Caroline down barratts was absolutely gorgeous, wearing a little summery dress! Was playing like a couple of spastics.
Must see Roger tomorrow. Sent a letter to the bank and to Mr Tomley yesterday. Listening to the Balcony Dogs - best group in the world.
Pissed off with work - Andy thinks I'm workshop controller all year! Shall see what happens with Roger tomorrow.
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