Wake early at Scotts feel not hung over but tired. Into town with Honey, to KFC for lunch! See Rachel's mum - she got 3 A's and a C in her A Levels. Sadie rang while I was out - shall invite her out tonight. Need a hot bath. Feel attractive, wanted and all that very positive this is good. Spent a little time down barratts playing snooker. Scott off to Nasma's party - he has been bad mouthing her all day.
Jesus - that's just not real! Ring Sadie - not in (working till 10ish) tell her mum to say I rang and she stops me and says 'oh where will I be in case she wants to come out'! Marvellous! Tesco has Great Expectations on the cheap. Went to barratts - saw Chloe and Honey. Sadie didn't show. Me and Chloe are just fine but I know nothing must happen - she is too young for me. Steve and Craig insisted upon going to Sadie's - I really wanted to but was scared. Went in for coffee and ended up staying till 12.30 ish. Smelling her aroma therapy stuff. I just need to spend time with her to understand - It's all clear, she is my dream girl and I won't be distracted by anyone else. Yes - she's the one. I love you Sadie, one day soon, real soon.
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