Well well well. Crappy day at work as per usual.
Sadie rang and we had a good natter for a while - I was trying to be friendly and keep her talking but I feel the mood soured a little when I mentioned Rachel, though I never mentioned that I was going out with her (I'm not!). When I hung up I felt that I was a little abrupt - perhaps a little apathetic. So I rang back and asked her out tomorrow. She wasn't very helpful - "Where?" "Hmmm, suppose so" type thing, but I'm feeling a bag of bubbles at the moment - I don't want to ruin things being a bag of nerves so I'll try not to make a big deal of it. I really could do with a hug. Oh she's so sweet. God my heart was clapping when I rang but it's going ahead now. Jeepers I'm really a little nervous now, I'm just thinking about how wonderful it felt on Saturday - I really get into this Sadie kick whenever I spend a little time with her - my writting is atrocious as is my spelling! Oh dear I'm all light + fluffy feeling - spend some time relaxing tonight. Squash later.
Won at squash 4 games to none. Don't know if I've done the right thing with Sadie - I was impatient - I know how difficult I find it to find the nerve to ring if I don't have some excuse - so I figured do it now while I have the nerve - should we have chased around a little more first? I just wanna see her so bad. I hope things go okay. i should be up front - yes I do fancy the socks off her - be honest, let things happen and things'll work out. Mmmuh!
Will tell Iain I'll do his ambulance rally on sat.
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