Crappy day. Sedge is back. They decide to take away my van and craig refuses to let me use the car just for tonight - why he could use his mums nova. I don't know. I mean I was asking as a favour and he has every right to refuse but he didn't just refuse he really laid in and said that if he couldn't have the car he'd disconnect the lights that his dad fixed! I was pretty pissed off. Alistair said I could take the car and give him a lift.
Sadie rang just after I'd got in the door and she said she'd drive. Oh she's a sweetie - she's all very cool about this - we're just going out to the cinema, I have a feeling this is gonna push my nerves - I wanna be up front with her - I've got the hots for her big time it's all coming back you know - this has been shelved for 10 months. Could do with a big sniff of some of her aromatic potions! Don't take this as nothing Sadie - this time I'm hanging around........
Oh lord squash me flat and put me in a picture frame. It started off a little bit awkward she was giving off some sort of 'it's just a trip to the cinema' type vibes. I got relaxed though and started to have a good time - the film was good 'Made in America' I wasn't really expecting much from it but it was one of those 'leave you with a good feeling' type movies. Things were more friendly on the way back and I invited her in for tea. We sat on the sofa and I warmed her feet and gradually we melted into an embrace. Spent till 2:45am fading between passionate desperate kissing and long lazy playful kisses and tight hugs and saying "I have to go", "You do, I don't want you to", "I don't want to" etcetera. She's my ultimate alltime sweetheart + I'm on cloud 9 now. Shall ring her friday - she's working tomorrow.
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