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SILENCE

(c) 1995 Phoenix (linda and the insiders)



            Looks and silence give pain
                       Shame
                       Guilt
           Where is the gentleness
                       Caring
                       Comfort
            What did I do so wrong
            When have I ever done right
             A hug, awkward and meaningless
                     A show for others
                 Do you even know how
           The words cut through me like a knife 
                     Love You
           The words that are supposed to express love and caring
                    Said as an afterthought
                    Out of obligation or guilt?
           Have you ever really looked
                Do you ever really see
                     or hear
           The world isn't all rose colored
                    I've been in pain
           Yet you see the sun and look past me
                   I reached out
                   Pleaded for help
                   Cried in pain
              You were never there
           I don't want your feable attempts to help
                  I want you to hear me
                  Feel my pain
                  Care
                  Really care
          You talk with a sharp tongue
          Paint a picture to the world of kindness and generosity
                 Inside is cruelty
                 Hurtful things you say
                 Blaming a child 
                The problems you ignored
         Say nothing but your face says disapproval
         Guilt fills me and pours through my veins
                 Silence as punishment
         The hurt is more than one person should have to endure
              You are only a name
         You are not love or comfort
                You -- Mother
			 



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