May 21, 2004
The look that I got last night, made me realize that I really like this girl alot. I was a little irked and she knew that. When we stopped, she asked me about it and of course, being the way that I am, I stayed quiet at first, until I turned to look at her. When I looked at her face, I felt so helpless. She looked to upset, so sad. I felt terrible. I felt so selfish. How could I make her that upset? I did all that I could think of, I just gave her a hug and told her that I was ok and that I wasn't mad at her or anything. How could I be? Not when she looked so upset. I just wanted to be there for her, to assure her that everything was fine. I just wanted her to be happy again. That is when I realized. When her happiness is the most important thing to me. When I noticed that nothing else mattered when she was sad. It is impossible to explain how it felt to see her looking so upset. I will never forget that face and I hope to never see it again. I want to do everything that I can to keep her happy. After all, I am beginning to think that I am falling for her.
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