These evil thoughts
Entering my mind
All of the time
A single word
Always finding me
A possible solution
A way to get away
From all the pain
A painful word
Suicide
The end of my life
No more pain
No more hurt
No more dejection
No feeling at all
Bringing an end to my tears
Forgetting all of the losses
Taking me from this world of hate
Into nothingness
But I don't want to die.