Vent
I need to vent
The floodgates must be opened
To allow me to let out
All that is building up inside
But what is all of this
Anger?
Aggression?
What?
Is my sanity once again leaving me?
I want to scream
To shout out to the world what I am thinking
How can I shout it out
When I can’t even follow the thoughts that are running rampant in my head
Am I angry?
Or just hurt?
I can not tell
Again I find myself saying that I hate my life
But what is there to hate
Just hours ago I was so happy
Blissful almost
But now it is like a fire raging inside me
A rage that I must let out
But I don’t know how
Fuck
This has to be released
But how
If I don’t even understand myself
How can I vent this fury within?