*Note* It is my belief that everyone who dies has to go directly to ANGEL SCHOOL. It is there our soul must face ourselves honestly and openly and look at the mistakes we've made but also at the good things we've done during this plane of existance. Some people I'm sure never make it out of school...while others pass quickly through the course and sail away with shiny new wings. I feel my dad is doing well with his course...I think he's even working on his practicum because I've already seen his angel work in action. :) I also feel that he is with my sweet friend Brenda who passed away on this day in 1995, 6 weeks after giving birth to a new son, and he's met many other of my friends and relatives who have gone before him into the spirit world. I also believe he's met John Denver and told him how much fun we used to have with his music and how much his daughter thought of his work and his soul. Now that's not bad for a guy who's been on his Angel Course for less than a month! RIGHT ON DAD....:) TaMarah June 5/1998

TOO MUCH DEATH HERE

Frozen in our hearts is grief
with memories of you so clear
reaching
touching
but you're not here

faded ashes
you have fled
we sink to sadness
with the thought
you're dead

Quiet comfort
is not welcome much
jaded
scarred
we ache so deep
for your tender touch

Once before us
was a smile
a recognition
that we exist
but
with your soul we can find
ourselves
though we get lost
sometimes
in the mist

Left behind to wander free
so at peace we should be
Standing alone
without fear
is just a pipe dream
without you here

burdens of the morning hours
as your spirit talks to those
who gently lose their
guided will
we ask that you repose

your sanctity above
will bring some welcomed cheer
with grief filled days
as we see you work
through our sorrowed haze

c98 TaMarah May 1