DESERTED SPECTRUM

SLOW ME DOWN

It's a one way street
but I keep movin'
I'm listenin' to sounds
I don't want to hear
I'm runnin' on nothin'
but I'm still runnin'
I'm bidin'my time
til I learn how to care

Refrain:

Slow me down
It's all behind me now
I'm taking the time
So I don't run away
I'm leanin' on space
Cause that is what it's there for
Tomorrow will be another day.

It's the birth of a new generation
I'm kicking myself
'cause I don't belong
I'm believing in nothin'
I'm still believin'
I'm tryin' to figure out
if I've done somethin' wrong

Refrain....fade
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LET ME GROW

It's just that my experience
is not
what you've seen
perhaps if we can meet again
on some higher ground
then you will know where I've been

Refrain:

Perhaps I'm a little naive
Perhaps I can be easily deceived
Well I don't know
and I'm not quite sure
Just let me grow

Just because you don't like
What you see
Then let it be
Let me be me
The fact that you're unwilling
to see my way
Then tha's o.k.
Get out of my way
Let me live my day

Refrain:

Let me go so I can grow
Leave me alone, alone, so I can grow
Leave me alone, get out of my way and let me go
so I can grow
Oh Oh Oh let grow
Oh Oh let me grow

fade....

c89 TaMara May

MY LONELY SONG

Well I spend alot of time
with my heart out on my sleeve
I had to ask myself
I said
Who are ya tryin' to deceive

There's nobody there to catch me
Everybody seems the same
I'm not tryin' to deceive
I'm just learnin' to play the game
Learnin' to play the game

Refrain:

Well the hardest part of being alone
Is listening to the birds not singin'
the phone not ringin'
No baby cryin'
and nobody lyin'

Well it's not my intention
But what am I to do
I don't want to cause descension
but I'm feelin' blue
I'm just feelin' blue

Let me lay it on the line
Let me give you some advice
If you are tryin' to hurt me
I'm not gonna be nice
I'm not gonna be nice

Refrain
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BREAKING ISOLATION

In the corner of my life
I lay down with a rainbow on my mind
Chasing the dreams away
From my dark world

Clouds went by
I learned to cry
Closer, Closer
Soon I'll catch you
I screamed in silence
but nobody heard me
in view of my wall
in view of my wall

Refrain:

Now I'm breaking isolation
Looking over the population
to be with you
Breaking isolation
It's time for consolation
I need you
I need you

My life is an illusion
I can see it
Through the shadow of my soul
Scratching the surface
is the most I can do
is all I can do
is all I can do

Refrain ... fade

c89 TaMarah May

WINGS OF CHANGE

I've been playing with life
Like it's a toy
Livin' in anger has no joy
Tables are turning
My heart is yearning
to move
It's all coming Clear
I've got nothin' to prove

Refrain:

On the Wings of Change
Tryin' hard to rearrange my life
Without any purpose
I am
Surrounded by strife
There is a solution
To avoid Confusion
It's here
On the Wings of Change

Need some kind of alteration
I'm not happy with this
Generation
Nothing comes easy that's for sure
Do we know who we are anymore?

Refrain:

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MERRY GO ROUND

Here I go
Feelin' low
Life is not complete
When I compete
Sure I do
Get my fill of missing you
I spend some time alone
At least my time's my own

Refrain:

Let me off this merry go round
Let somebody in
Life is a circus
We're all here to see
The courage is within

I know my hands are tied
I guess I just haven't tried
To live what I have learned
I just don't want to ever get burned
But it's now out of my hands
And I finally understand
That I'm not in control
And I know it before I am old
Well we're all servin' our time
Cause life is sometimes a crime
Mistakes we will make
But that's just the risk we must take

Refrain:

I guess I've been wasting some time
Now I know that I was blind
There's just no more use
I know I was confused
Now things are changed
Life's been rearranged
I've heard it all before
What was is no more.

Refrain...fade...
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CRYSTAL

Crystal, little girl
Someday you'll see the world
Don't you
Grow up too fast
'cause little girl days don't last

Refrain:

You can dream if you want to
You can go anywhere that you want to
You can dance on rainbows if you have to
Any thing...to make you happy

Time is all that you know
Just let it pass on by slow
Soon today will be your past
Let those little girl days last and last and last and last

Musical interlude

Crystal, why not wait
Play some more it's not too late
It's not nice to see you cry
But some things are sad I can't lie

Refrain:

Crystal Crystal...some day you'll see the world

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JUST IN TIME

Refrain:

Just in time
You came along
And I found out I was wrong
I found out I belonged
Just in time
I didn't know what to do
Now your Spirti sees me through
You're what I needed
Just in time

Well I'm ok
I face the day without resentment
Contentment is what I need to find
I will learn to do my best
Take the good and leave the rest
I'm doin fine
Just in time

Well you're ok
You lead the way to softer living
Giving is what it's all about
I will learn to take the test
I'm not trying to be the best
Just growing up and Just in time

Refrain:

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NEW PLACES AND FACES

I've been to places
Where I don't belong
I've felt the need
To hear a good song
I've been across the country
And all the way back
All this and more
Still there's something I lack

Refrain:

New places, New faces
What more will life bring
New places, New faces
Won't change a thing
I keep on searching
Must be something else
I guess I have to learn
to live with myself

I've seen all kinds of people
I've seen them alone
I've even seen people
Without a home
I've heard stories of sadness
I have felt pain
Now though it's time
to start livin' again
c90 TaMarah May

DOWN DOWN DOWN

Down Down Down
Well I gotta get out of this town
My head is spinnin' round and round
No more compromise
I'm sick of everyone's lies
I've had it up to my eyes......with you,br>

Refrain:

If being with you
is the only choice I've got
I'm better off alone
If you are all that life has got for me
I'd rather stand on my own

Well I'm sick of all the advice
I'm sick of being nice
Next time I'll be wise ....I'm gone
Who do you think they are
You're not driving my car
And you're not going far.....with me

Refrain:

Next verse but with tune of Refrain:

If being with you
is the only choice I've got
I'll see you to the door
And when you go
I'll be quite content
I won't be down.....anymore

Then you'll be down down down
You'll have to get out of this town
You're head will be spinnin' round and round
Sure you touch my soul
But that won't give you control....of me

music...fade with Down Down Down...

c90 TaMarah May

GOOD COMPANY

Refrain:

We all need a little good company
We all need a reason to give
We all need a little good company
We all need a reason to live

Who am I to ask why did you go
Who am I to as such questions to the universe
I spent some time searching for answers
I guess there's some things I'll never know

Refrain:

I don't want to be at war with the world
There's so much I can do with my energy
Here's the flag it's time to surrender
Give up the fight and get back to the soul

Hang around a little longer
You'll see you getting stronger
Hang around a little longer
Get back to the basics ... and back to the soul

Refrain:

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EVERYONE NEEDS A FRIEND

Refrain:

Everyone needs a friend
A buddy
Someone til the end
Everyone needs a friend
Come on let's be friends

Whenever you feel you need a shoulder
Then you can come to me
Don't be afraid that I'll try and control you
Cause I'll just let you be free

Refrain:

Whenever you feel life is too lonely
You'll be rescued by me
A friend may be there
And you may not even know it
Sometimes it's hard to see

Refrain:

c91 TaMarah May

SHADY DAY

One foot out of the darkness
another is left far behind
I don't know what I'm looking for
So I'm not really sure what I'll find
My peripheral vision is practiced
I don't always like what I see
When a crisis gets close to the center
illusion has been there for me
there for me

Refrain:

Here I go
To that shady land
When I get there
I'm sure
That I'll understand
Here I go
Optimistic day
Restless and yearning
I will find my way

This life hasn't always been empty
In fact it's been full to the brim
I'm an emblem of what I've encountered
Now I don't know who to let in
Excuse me for being so hostile
I'm not often what I portray
Beneath my offensive exhibit
I'm seeking a windless way
today
I'm seeking a windless way
today.

Refrain:

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