Taking my last breath,
Without your love I have nothing left,
I wanted to live an eternity but the pain is too deep,
My tears shatter these glass walls as I hear the undertakers footsteps creep,
Why did I wait an entire lifetime to end this life of disgrace,
Loneliness and yearning for death flush over the paleness of my face,
This painful reality I cannot live in anymore,
Give me the wings of an angel so to you I can soar.

CROSSED EYES OF DESTINY

Your eyes tell a thousand lies,
With millions of words of truth ready to materialize,
Loving another you cannot see,
Being everything that one day I cannot aspire to be,
Setting unreal expectations,
You will be filled with false relations,
Balancing on the fine line of uncertainty,
Here is my open heart give me back the key,
Stop the violence, stop the pain,
I can no longer bow this lonely head in shame,
I can no longer fight this painful destiny,
Suicide come forth and set me free.

ANTICIPATION

On this beautiful evening,
I can no longer wait for your carriage to arrive,
Only my imagination can picture your appearance,
Watching all of nature bow to your beauty,
A carpet of rose petals showing you the way to my quarters,
Where candle light waits along side a table with the finest fruits and wine,
My body trembles as it anticipates your angelic touch,
I can no longer wait for your carriage to arrive,
On this beautiful evening.

SHATTERED

Feeling the pain, feeling the desire,
A different life I wish to aspire,
Grab a hold of my hand and feel the pain,
Feel this lifetime of undying shame,
My love is out here in the open for your body to claim,
Must I sit here and seek all the fame?
Never mind, I am a disgrace,
Forever ashamed to show this shattered face.

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