August 1998 Poems


About being sick, in August, 1998.



 

                                                my life

                                                 is at a standstill
 

                                                at the point

                                                of confrontation

                                                with my mortality
 


                                                          something restful
                                                about being sick
                                                you need not worry
                                                about the future

                                                because there is none.
 

                                                something awful
                                                about being sick
                                                people disconnect
                                                precisely when
                                                you wish they wouldn't

                                                because you need them most.
 
 



 
 

                                                            I had always been thankful
                                                for all the extraordinary days
                                                that have come my way

                                                but now

                                                I am truly grateful
                                                for each and every ordinary day
                                                that somehow comes my way
 


                                                            Life On Hold

                                                Living it
                                                on a daily basis

                                                desperately clinging
                                                to the normalcy
                                                of activities

                                                sleep soundly
                                                eat with relish
                                                dress becomingly

                                                walk
                                                ride
                                                work
                                                market

                                                wondering . . .

                                                up to when
                                                can I still do these
                                                for myself
                                                independently?



 

                                                          am not worried
                                                about me

                                                but am very worried
                                                about the people
                                                who are worried
                                                about me

                                                am fine, folks!
                                                please don't worry!


                                                i think
                                                i am angry
                                                at the forced
                                                physical slowdown

                                                and to compensate
                                                i have mustered
                                                mental speed up

                                                because how come

                                                the poems
                                                pop right out
                                                and the webpage ideas
                                                come tumbling out

                                                at all hours
                                                of the day
                                                and the night

                                                it is almost amazing!
 



 

                                                      I  have

                                                an  overflow of feelings

                                                seeking expression
 

                                            I  need

                                                to cry my heart out
 

                                            I  am so glad

                                                you are home

                                                for a little while
 
 
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