April 1998

04-01-98Blue Bunnies; And Other Sleep Deprivation Hallucinations 04-02-98Ask Captain Margaret; Phish Food; Menstrual Dances 04-03-98Krisco Sneak Attack; Starvation; Meeting The Man 04-04-98Triumph; Blue Sparkle Bracelet; Black Dresses 04-05-98A Recipe For Hatred; Andre Rieu and The Antebellum Disaster 04-06-98Interview With Ling-Ling; Empty Philosophy 04-07-98Freak Show; Why Doesn't She Love Me? 04-08-98Evictions; Bitch Reviews; Hate Mail 04-09-98Olive Branches; Wendy Says; Breakdown 04-10-98Gastrointestinal Lambada; Old News 04-11-98Hello Kitty and Site Reviews Revisited; Cute Rear Ends 04-12-98Pictures!!! We Got Pictures!!!; Krisco Conversations; E-mail Account Break-Ins 04-13-98Morning Sickness; Psycho Bonds 04-14-98New Issue; Sickos; Yahoo; Leftover Hatred 04-15-98Re-evaluations; Yahoo; Josh The Psycho Mailclerk 04-16-98Birthday Party; Dead Tigers; Dirk's A Working Man!!! 04-17-98Sweet Jane; Bittersweet Memories 04-18-98Gross Stories; Mini Mugs 04-19-98Birthday Parties; Backdrafts 04-20/21-98I'm Not Fucked-Up 04-22-98Secretary's Week; Thistles; Government Auctions 04-23-98Ownership Disputes; Krisco Go Bye-Bye 04-24-98Balloons; Cyclamens; 99% Of The Time 04-25-98Castration; Nightmares; New Breed 04-26-98"Event Horror"; Forbidden Doggie Tricks; Completely Unsympathetic 04-27-98Awards; Other Obscene Things 04-28-98HTML Books; Home; Strawberry Pancakes 04-29-98Anniversaries; Less Bitchy; Assholes Of Rush-Hour 04-30-98Another Horrible Fight; Visits From The Dead; I Got My Book! Features: Home Meet the Cast Win An Award Winds of Chaos About Me Other: Sign My Guestbook View My Guestbook Webrings Links E-Mail Me!

In the back of the dark Chinese store in a wooden jailhouse bibbet box with dust of hay on the floor, rice where the rice bags are leaned, beyond the doomed peekokoos in the box cage All the little doves'll die. As well as the little Peekotoos--eels --they'll bend chickens' necks back oer barrels and slice at Samsara the world of eternal suffering with silver blades as thin as the ice in Peking As thick & penetrable as the Wall of China the rice darkness of that store, beans tea, boxes of dried fish, doodlebones, pieces of sea-weed, dry, pieces of eight, all the balloon of the shroud on the floor. And the lights from little tinkly Washington St. Behung, dim, opium pipes and gong wars, Tong, the rice and the card game--and Tibbet de Tibbet the tink tink tink them Chinese cooks do in the kitchen Jazz The thrashing doves in the dark, white fear, my eyes reflect that liquidly and I no understand Buddha-fear? awakener's fear? So I give warnings 'bout midnight, round about midnight. And tell all the children the little otay story of magic, multiple madness, maya otay, magic tree-sitters and little girl bitters and littlest lil brothers in crib made of clay (blue in the moon). For the doves Programming Note: The poem The Thrashing Doves written by Jack Kerouac.

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