THE NEEDY
Black skin stepping out of
torn t-shirt and night's shadow,
eyes sparkling like coins,
hand holding the crotch
tentatively before digging in
and massaging the whole hog
catch me, the hunter stalking.
I roll down my window.
The air in the car funks with
simmering chitlins from
a mama's greasy kitchen
and musty underarms.
It is a bargain, the price--
thirty pieces of silver
to be under the spell of those
musk scented arms--to see
the whole hog. I can even
touch it too with my lips,
my "big pretty lips," he says.
If he wasn't going to college
and needed money for tuition,
he would let me do it free,
but..."but because of your lips
you can touch me cheaper than
most older men. Just park
in the shadows. In the shadows
you can touch me like the night,
but don't be tentative. I need
you as much as you need me.
I grew up without a daddy.
I need you, man. I need you.