Why?

Why is it that every song reminds me of you?
Even those that I know you’ve never heard
Even those that I know you’d hate
Why, when I think of other people, do I see your face?
Hear your voice in their words
Feel your fingers in their touch
Why, wherever that I go, do I sense you there?
Your presence by my side
Your aura all around me
Why, when I try to sleep, are you always in my dreams?
Always frustratingly out of reach
Always beckoning me on
Why is it that you seem to own my soul?
And yet won’t open yours to me
Why is it that you take all that I give?
And yet give nothing in return
Why am I so obviously unhappy?
And you so happily oblivious
Because I love you, that’s why
But you don’t love me!

© Robert Ford 1999
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