Feelings on a Shelf..

I don't want to cry
Show my true self
So I put my feelings away
High up on a shelf

They will be there for later
I know they don't leave
Sometimes they come back
Even be retrieved

It is time to show them
Bring them out to share
Maby they will leave me
End my endless despair
But oh , I don't dare

For when i cry
Everyone will see
The reason why
The exsistence of Me

My Honest true self
Does not want to be
High on that shelf
That is hurting me

It is time to let go
Of all this mess
Give it to God
He will do the rest
©Angela Gschwind