Happy Mother's Day...

Taking up space in this atmosphere
I often wonder what it would be like
If I was never here
What would you do?
Who would you have beaten?
Insulted, locked in and hated so…
Who would you have starved, raped and insulted?

Remember the day, I dared to ask
Why do you do this, "Don’t you love me no more?"
"LOVE YOU?"…you laughed…
I gave you life, though I wanted you not…
Failed at aborting you…
You grew in me like an Evil Spawn…
For this you will pay…
From Dusk till Dawn…

"Love you?"…Hell I detest your existence you said.
I brought you here, and I shall take you back
You ruined my life, this you will see.
You have no right to life, believe you me.
You took mine and I’ll take yours.

The Words haunt me, but they turned to hate
Mother’s Day comes and it goes
With each one that passes
My hatred weakens, my loathing diminishes

Do not get me wrong, for I have no forgiveness
But with each one that passes
I remember you, your words
Your steel gleam in your eyes…
I remember who taught me how to hate
Who left me for dead, not once, twice or thrice…
You don’t deserve Heaven Mother
And you’re not worthy of Hell…
I forgive you not, but I have no more hate
I’ll throw a party when you meet your fate

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY
From me to you
May this day be filled with thoughts of me
Hear my Screams echo in your head…
Oh Mother, Maybe next Year You’ll be dead…