Another Night
Years go by people lost hours passed right on by..... Some dreams dreamed others shattered One by one they all come and go..... Illusions as a child Realities of an Adult Fears........ intertwined with Strength Failures collide with Victory's, Caring overshadowed with Indifference Coherent thoughts disturbed by nonsense Must only One prevail? Can we not have them all? One minute at a time Take the one that can guide you through each hour Whether the insane the weak the strong or the blank the Bliss chaos fear desperation elation
Does it matter as long as you get to the other side?
Instead of feeling we are busy analyzing agonizing as to where it all fits After all that we get where we need to be only to see we have wasted precious time Did we say we cared when we were there? The ones we love did we tell them Hello? Of course not we were busy analyzing why we did not go the way the people said we chose our own way you see we did what they told us not to do So therefore we must be wrong we do not fit into a preformed mold we therefore must be insane Bullshit I say, I am me and I feel and see that I make my path even though You might think the other would suit me more.....Just think if we did what we felt and felt good about doing it there would be a section of the population without work..You know the ones the ones that say you must not hate yourself today. Why not I ask? Why can I not hate.if that is what I need to get to the other side I will do just that.... Just like I will love and grief and cry and stomp if that's what I need to do....See this is my path after all and Why should I take the advice and not feel? I love to feel, whether hurt or joy...each has a fragment I will keep eternal each brings me closer to the final step... What that final step is I do not know But you know what? I do not care whether I go to Hell or I go to Heaven I have had both on Earth and I will have plenty More ...For I will feel and I will prevail no matter what the Norm has to say....:} This started out as Poem but ended up in my rambling... still I put it with the Poems Why you say? Because I can I wanted to
©AngelaGschwind1-13-98