wow... a whole week plus, huh? sure doesn't feel like it. kitty is wonderful. her name is jezabelle and she's beautiful... calico, i think. not sleeping much, tho, cuz she likes to play at night. i am overall a much happier human being since i have her. she adjusted well and has already gotten so big. Andy loves her, too, which is great... and she adores him.
been feeling ill past few days... was in the sun for a few hours on sunday (yes, me in the sun; of course i'm sick) but i've been all pukey and stuff. home early from work today, actually...
when i get an adequate chance i'll fill in about all my marvelous 3 misadventures, but i don't feel up tp it right now...
... and things with Andy are pretty swell, even if things with jeff got weird (again).
stoopid computer shit. i can hardly ever update my page without the computer going fuck-o on me, which is the only reason i've not been updating more often. things are okay; my kitty jezebelle is wonderful and crazy. my life is more complete with her in it. i've got to take her to the vet soon, when i have the money. all of a sudden we've got weird expenses. Andy needs to get new tires and brakes, but i've got driving school and insurance... that is, if i pass my test, which i won't if i cannot practice. and i can't practice without another driver, and since my former driving instructor is pubic enemy #1 i think i'm screwed... which is another problem becasue i haven't been that in far too long.
_and_ i'm quitting my job. not that i know what to do with myself, not that it really makes any sense if i don't get my car. basically, things have kinda sucked for awhile, but not in any way that made me seiously want to leave. i love my job, really. but i voiced some general complaints to my district manager (he asked...) and his response was to wish to fire me. for what?!?!?!?!? i duuno... but if i'm expendable to that degree them i'm outta there! any suggestions?
lastly... spin magazine + calvin klein ad + butch walker = WET DREAM.
been a while, eh? things here have been their see-saw self. got my fukkin license few weeks back and my car, which i may have killed yesterday driving to long island to see my sister. that was so worth it, too. saw tori again. think i may have started pulling my head together again. lets hope i don't lose it.
decided that part of my problem is that i do not act upon myself.
think i should maybe not do this now. it's more fit for rant that maybe i should work on when i am drunk tonight...
and happy birthday to me for tomorrow.
"and this little masochist is ready to confess..." -- RRRRxxx
wasn't there supposed to be a new NIN cd out today? i think there was. now it's the 21st...
soo much to say and not feeling like saying it... went to see my sister last week; crazy bitch. i felt bad leaving her like that (i walked out of her apartment a couple hours before the tori show with no explanation) but she was being evil. she just was; trust me. and the show sucked ass becasue the crazy new york-ers around us fought the whole time. geez.
my 21st b.day rocked the casbah, baby... went to the zooo, made dinner with Andy's mom, had my first cake made just for me, and was giving a handful of kick-ass gifts, including a camera & photo album. day after, i visited my mom; got a beautiful stuffed lion & lion keychain, cute socks, & a halloween hello kitty. (more on mom in a minute.) my party was cool; i got drunk. people took good care of me. i liked it.
still not talking to jeff; meaning to get in touch with heather. my car is a bit problomatic (i almost killed it on way to long island), but i put a flower air freshener in it and mini-handcuffs on my rearview. it feels like home. i'm even smoking in it... :)
now, about mommy... this is funny, in a way... she's schizophrenic. really. HAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!.... eh. wait a minute. that's not so good for me. oh well.
hmmm... i'm spent. ciao, darlings.
"what do you want me to be to make you sleep with me?" -- RX
nails. tori. type o. chris cornell. matrix dvd. why do these all have to be released tomorrow? me be so broke!
mommy is buying me new tires tomorrow. it's an incredibly sweet gesture... i've been seeing her so often lately. it's weird, but nice. still haven't talked to my sister. when we went to visit, she was mean evil and weird. i don't think i told you that story. not much to tell.
i bought five pairs of new docs this week: two plaid, one grey suede, one green, & one black with buckles. happy me... they were $30/buy one get one 1/2 off.
alana has been in touch (see he said she said) & ris called yesterday. wee. fun. sure.
work has been a thrill. the powers-that-be are making life hell for everyone, dicking people out of promotions, positions, & raises... as usual. but i'm sticking around because it's easier then looking for new work.
me and Andy are still together. yup.
been going to the club often. have people to go with (terri!). shampoo is alright, not as cool & pretty as the bank. it's about on the same level as the troc, but it's got multiple dance floors, which rox my world. it feels good to be going out like that.
if darren is checking this out... 'ELLO!
read _neverwhere_ by neil gaiman.
can't think of anything to complain about, so... i guess i'm off till i feel like doing this again. Andy got the scanner working, so look for my life in pixtures coming soon... be warned.
