well, i sure know how to slack off, yes? it sure has been a while.
lets start by saying a holy shit to my 6 month anniversary with Andy today... as well as a Happy Fucking Turkey to those who give a... i am not among you, and still a yum-yum good meal at Auntie and Uncle So-and-So's house tonight...
tomorrow i get the extreme displeasure of Black Friday, or The Day That Should Not Be (and no, that's not my wedding day, all you cynics and skeptics out there). wish me luck; i'm on the edge of a nervous breakdown, lemme tell ya.
To Whom It May Concern: Marilyn Manson, please stay out of my dreams. You aren't funny. Thanx.
***for those of you who were wondering, yes i am hiding in here, and there are secrets to be told***
last but not least, welcome, tim, to my parlor (said the spy-der). it's good to have new friends.
ciao for now kiddies... jeff i will get in touch soon and blahblahblah to all...
"love is nothing like they say; you've got to pick up the little pieces every day" -- Scar
so what do you do when... ... everything turns to shit? ... it seems your beloved is renting porn behind your back? ... and lying when you open the bill?
but things here aren't as bad as all that... i'm just so fucking tired of everything, especially work and oversleeping and the lack of privacy and the thick-skulls and unfullfilled promises and everything that anyone ever thought about...
new Star Trek movie was pretty good. not a trek-er at all, and thought i'd spend the movie sleeping but it was okay... we got our DVD player (and i'm assuming that means something cool and/or impressive to some of you out there...) and Andy hooked up some speakers and cool smart-electronics-boy shit so everything sounds all impressive... i'm the envy of all who i know... (or something)
did more x-mess shopping. it's not fair that the joy of shopping should be ruined by a joyous holiday. a great reason to celebrate + and a fun hobby = HELL GO FIGURE.
SIDE NOTE EDITORIAL ON ME: i'm so SPOILED. i grew up shit-stinking poor and now between my working my ass off and Andy's being cool and having a real job now... :)... we can afford to live comfortably. this i have never before experienced... we are on our own (no financial help form anyone; all good advice still accepted), happy, and i finally have a bathrobe. all good things and the kingdom of Heaven, too... what more could a girl ask for? (ORAL SEX)
i'd also like to give a shout out to any of my new haddon heights readers. welcome, welcome, welcome... (p.s. suzanne's the bomb)
DUH! we got our tree! i almost forgot...
for those to which this applies: the official weekly Nee and Andy movie night will begin in mid-january, probably thursday nights. attend.
again, time to depart. have to play super mario kart. all good things... and nintendo too...
well, happy fucking new year. enjoy your delusions of a claean slate. have fun pretending that your sins have been washed away by the changing of an hour. (aren't we a little bitter?) anyway.
christmas is over !!!! so i am happy. i get another vacation soon !!!! but i think i'm getting a cold again. my throat is all raw and sore... poop. :(
TIM if you're reading this- Sorry i still didn't send mail. hope things are okay after yer accident. what are you doing friday night, the 8th?
Liz Jason Ricky -- miss ya... what are you doing friday night?
there's a new clubbing place and me and a pal or two are going... (if i'm not bed ridden with new-monia.)
my ex Ris got in touch from minnesota the other day. weird. (see way old entries- may-be 19, to be exact- for that story...) i'm baking cookies and gots ta go... but i'll be back soon.
*YaWN!* well, i've been home sick for the past few days. it's been... boring. i've accomplished some (the place is semi-neat; at least, the dishes are done) but my biggest !yea!yea! is that i started a new collage. [for those of ya'll not in the know: my art is the collage. as in i cut out lots of pieces of paper with other people's neat pictures or cool phrases and slap them together on a sheet of poster board in an original fashion, and voila! MY ART. i can never make a living off of this however because it must break every copyright law known to man.] it's barely begun, but i like it, i like it. it feels damn good to do something creative, and to celebrate... i'm adding another poem to my bunch here. it's not new, but... who gives? click here.
i'm adding a link to the page where i discuss the ex, ris in my last entry, just so's ya'll can read it quicker (as in, no one looks further than this page and i want the history to be known... i hate repeating myself).
that's all... Ciao -- Rx
??????????????????????????
J-27
BLECK! poop... things here are generally well. spent a mini-vacation in baltimore last week and that was wonderful. the Andy man and i were fighting a some lot about various things as of late, but spending a bit o' time watching porn at the hotel (fancy place) and watching fish at the aquahouse helped... however, i've been "acting psycho" off and on about various crazy jealousies. (Britney: I Will Kill You.) i've also decided that he needs to grow up big time but in a very loving way...
for those in out area: thursday every week will be movie night at our place. e-mail or call for details; almost all are welcome. we'll never ask for money, but donations are accepted... :) this week: john carpenter's _the thing_.
GLOATING TIME: i get to see fuel, eve 6, and billy joel this month...
