Third day off in a row... accomplished absolutely fukkin' nuthin'. i feel like such a loser.
easter was nice, very easter-y. my compliments to the bunny. but these things hardly mean what they used to... for non- Christian/Catholic people... it's a children's day, like Christmas. for those who claim to carry Christ in their hearts, it's... what? i dunno cuz i didn't see. Ris used to use the term Chreasters for those person the spirit only touches on above said holidays. i always hated that, which is why Andy and i made no special attempt to attend church yesterday, which his mom was upset about. but... shouldn't we have been marvelling all day? just sitting stunned in chairs in front of the tv, watching nothing but the replay in our heads of His rising? then again i'm new to this faith, so what do i know? apparently everyone is out for the hook-ups from God and no one is willing to make the sacrifices. if even the good guys do the bad stuff, what makes them the good guys? for example: how many 'nice guys' do you know that have attended nudie bars & gotten couch dances, even though they say they felt guilty because they talked to the girl first and she was a sweet girl struggling through college? *BULLSHIT* sorry my dear, but you're full of it. you think with your self-serving dick just like the rest of us. welcome to human society. you ain't no Jesus.
okay. i'm finished. judge not... i know.
my head is all full of fuzzies now. i just got up and didn't mean to be so popmpous. i'm going to go take a shower now.
'i got to have my suffering so i can have my cross' -- Rx
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ever get the feeling that you're wasting away? that every muscle in your body is startingt o get real lazy, that you're brain just chose to not store information anymore? yea, me too...
somewhere over the rainbow... -- Rx
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got my check for thecar... i'm getting a car... failed my written test on monday, but i WILL pass it enxt time... (whenisnexttime?)
gots to go...
SHIT YEA, IT'S COOL -- Rx
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i archived some of my past entries, somehow lost 3 months worth... not sure if i care. things here have been tiring. working like crazy, in charge of my store... me and terri are working our donkeys off. overall all is all good... expect more from me at month's end...
fat boy slim is fucking in heaven -- Rx
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