BLOOD & FUCK
March 19, 2008
spoke to Andy for the first time in about 7 years. we saw each other in passing, at MonsterMania. can't quite say what it is i think or feel about the whole thing. we're both married now, and the past feels like it was almost another lifetime. (the world moved on.) i am left with a sense that there a million things that i could say, some things i thought i would want to say if i had a chance, but i didn't.can't stop what's coming, can't stop what is on it's way -- Rx --
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June 27
Some Truths:
i like Team Rocket and i love the Powerpuff Girls.
i remember that there was a time that when i thought of fucking, i only thought of one man because that man was all i knew.
i miss the middle of the night. i miss evenings alone. i miss being able to write.
i know people that i think are about as cool as me, and i feel at home with them. finally.
life to me is a dashing bold adventure.
i am many of things that i thought i would never be and i am pleased. i learn more each day which things i would still like to become or go back to.
i am 28 years old. soon i will be 29, and i think that this is neat. when i was young, i never considered being an adult. i truly enjoy being one.
hey, the Doctor is in Goblet of Fire.
i am moving into the most perfect apartment in just over 30 days.
i miss the Harwan.
only happy when it rains -- Rx --
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March 27
Snow Patrol was amazing. so so so glad i went to that show. glad Damon came with me and that Jordan and Gina were (kinda) there.work. fuck work.
took the rental Mustang back yesterday, and that was sad.
today is beautiful and i am inside. stupid.
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March 14, 2007
You cannot be the cleric of a hand puppet clown.
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WELCOME TO MY APOCALYPSE!!!
greetings, repugnant humans... i decided it was about time i got my greedy paws on some web space to share with the world my bountiful cynicism, bitchiness, and depression... i will inflict this upon you mostly thru my weak poetry and random angry spiels about how much i hate my life and everything in it. basically, i'm gonna milk my teen angst for all it's worth. and remember, i'm more or less a computer novice, so it probably won't even be pretty...
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