how is it supposed to feel
when you
tell someone
that you know loves you
that they are your number one
.......
BUT that
you'd like a number two up to number five
and an extra sunday every odd day of the week?
and how are they supposed to react?
what are they to say
when you inquire as to their
moral disposition
and demand a response
of an emotional type?
'yes, love, you are my love,
the only one who matters
but i'd like to have a fling,
if you may,
to relieve tension and boredom?'
it is not their dismay that concerns me
it is mine
or my lack
thereof
how can i say that i love
or loved
if idon't mind?