crash and burn
dive-bomb through oblivion
turn my head to look upon
the end note
the parade is left behind
flying colors out of mind
singing an unhappy tune
and thinking
of the times
we had before you left
door's still swinging
and the window's open wide
thinking of that trip
and how it left me without pride 
what a trip you were
fly by night
a bar fly kinda freak
the smell of smoke
and stale beer reek
only lasted half a week
but then again that's all it took
to shake my faith
and my divinity was lost inside of you
the virginity was tossed
in with the rest of the refuse
without use
nothing left to loose
but lips, your kiss, your smile
only lasted for a while
i could see you half a mile away
but never your intentions
when i wanted you to play
you left me without mention
and without you
never took me all the way
all you gave me was one kiss
was supposed be something else
something better than myself
tossed my heart right off the shelf
and saw it crash on your embrace
and the memory of your face
what a disgrace
i'm left without an explanation
such a strange relation
between me and my self
i'll forget you
or pretend i never met you
and forget me
right along
whether I'm right or wrong
it doesn't matter
anyway
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