writings and such







L.U.N.A.

taken for granted
like Luna is
she stares into emptyness
her reflection forgiven
the destruction forgotten
and my souls chained to her walls

Luna who stares at it all
can it be me who awaits for your fall?

taken for granted
like Luna is
deep burgundi stains
on a pretty white dress
one thought left behind
and the stolen memories staring right back

Luna who stares at it all
can it be me who awaits for your fall?

another enchantment
strokes Luna´s hair
the promises broken
her precious sight stolen
we are near to an end
you are closer to see all ends well

Luna who stares at it all
can it be me who awaits for your fall?




S.A.V.E M.E.

Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
she has created my own truth
Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
She has destroyed the me in you
Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
Nothing else remains

Bloodless nightmares dragged me in
Bloodless nightmares never end
You used to be so me
Now I see you´ve found yourself
You used to be so mine
Now its late and you are your own

Memory blackholes sucked my will
The kiss of death trapped me within
My wings are broken, torn
This tired body´s much too worn
I lost my soul through time
This heart I wear is not longer mine

Thorns of roses begged for blood
Dear sweet savious its time to go
As I´m getting close to her
I can sense her pleasant smells
She makes me feel relieved
As soon as my hand she takes

Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
she has created my own truth
Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
She has destroyed the me in you
Save me from myself because she wants to kill me
Nothing else remains




A.F.T.E.R.M.A.T.H.

Oh, beautiful the scar you left,
How beautiful the pain I felt,
My hunger fed the insides of you
No longer will my spirit do...

This happenings you wont forget!
This tears I cried in you will rest!
From this pain I feel you´ll have a taste!




T.H.I.N.G.S. T.H.A.T
C.R.A.W.L. A.R.O.U.N.D.


Things that crawl around, things I hate
Things I only know, things i feel
You will never know, until you give in, until the end
I have seen what you believe, and you believe in me
I am always here, always near
I´ve carried you away
I´ve covered you with rage
and love, both at the same time
Things that make me hate, things I hate
Things that make me love, things I lost
Things you never gave, I gave enough
Things you never saw, I saw them well
I carried you away from rage
I cared for you alone
Things that crawl around
Things I love




L.O.V.E.R.´S.
V.E.N.G.E.A.N.C.E.


Dragged down by these thoughts,
My eyes burn.
They burn with rage,
And ache for love

My scarred flesh
Begs for more
These blood tears
Don´t seem to cease.

Inner struggle cuts lose
It breaks the chains of my mistakes
All my sins come back to me
And fear slits my wrists

Soon the walls in your mind are drained with blood
Those tears I shed are nothing but memories
Your soul is delighted by all this
I fret for your mind is a bliss

A kiss on the forehead...
A blessing
Unspoken thoughts...
Possesing

Your truth, your lies
They bleed all at once.
You hypocrite!
I scream, and my voice sinks deep

Two hands slowly penetrate in your mouth
They move through your throat
and drag the will to cry to your mind
Finally tears pour out of your eyes.

So pleased to see you like this
Happiness fills my dead soul
And slowly comes to life
While you are dying of pain

Released I layed on the floor
Arms and legs, both spread open
My heart was held up high
Never again my soul will cry

Just like you have gone
My suffering has ended
The chains have been broken
And faults have been mended






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