I didn't do anything wrong, although you think I did... There's nothing I can do to make you believe that... I have been depressed lately, but this tops it off... I didn't go to work today, took a 'mental' sick day... Feel trapped here in this place, and I got the bigger bed For you, and now you aren't around to share it... I can't really even write anything meaningful because I am too depressed... All I want is a normal, happy relationship with you... But it looks like that won't happen... I'm sorry I was upset around you in the past weeks... Has more to do with my emotions and feelings than with you... Something else you seem not to understand... Guess I'll just let it rest... I won't contact you, since I'm not allowed to... So, I am here, as always... Kim 1-29-01