You're always smiling in my dreams
Fell over me, like humid sweet
August days, and wake me with
Soft lips, like bumblebees
They only sting my consciousness
Slip out of sleep and left here cold,
And left with nothing, always
You always smile, nights gone by
In drunken, foggy scenes
Replayed over again, always have
The memories, boxed walls in
Pale dull shades, the clicking clock
The empty days
Powdered sugar lips and candied hands
Spiderwebbed tongue and stolen glance
A smile as thick as viscous honeyed suns
Pale strikes the wayward cheek
I have to sleep...to know you're there
No voice, just heavy
Black folds of fabric fall over again
And you smile...
Stealing my dreams from me
I could pretend you were never there
But the (lush) barren shores of sleep
Always collect the remains of those
Who, maybe, used to care.
-Kim Hunt
8-22-00
Epilogue:
And some said I could find him,
make some impression...
*laughs* he's as far away as
anyone else,
and always was and always
will be...
and who can and ever will,
understand another...
not meant to be
Closer Still:
the watery light that mirrors in your desirable eyes
the way you move your lips
while talking to somebody else
i move a little closer just to hear what you say
you speak of loneliness but here's a soul adoring you
it's a wounded heart
it breaks in two
and in it's pain
it sings for you
it's a wounded heart
that feels afraid
moves closer still
fulfills its fate
your freedom's poverty that you do not recognize
the way you stalk the night
while talking to somebody else
i move a little closer just to know who you are
a slightly glowing ember i'm the breeze igniting you
your smile incredibly sweet
that's what i cannot bear
i seek the friendly water
anything to sooth my desire
you're moving out of my night
and there will be no dawn
all that could have been
remains with me internally lost
-Wolfsheim