JUSTIN'S DEBUT

I awake in the night.
Alone and I'm scared.
I reach out for your love,
Even though I know it's not there.
My arms long to hold you,
My heart yearns to feel.
How stupid I was to think it was real.
My eyes long to see you.
My lips to be kissed.
My mind wonders aimlessly through all the memories I missed.
It's a neverending night.
An ever blackening tunnel,
Without a single ray of light.
There are times in my dreams
WHen I see your radient face.
I think we're still together.
I wake up and your gone without a trace.
My mouth yearns to taste yours.
But my mind knows better though.
It knows the way we were.
So fake and unreal.
You can't possible imagine all the pain I feel.