First a disclaimer:
I wrote these while somewhat falling asleep one night,  these phrases and sentences were words plucked from my head.  as I lay there I actually heard them, I heard so much that I decided to write it all down.  This is what I got.
Carolin
Death Camp
I can't think of anything
Turn up the volume
Condom
It cant hurt anybody
Mute
I just want to go to bed, get out of
School, lay down.
Understand something
I don't have any time
to set up the summer
It's OK to spend the night
Alone, Sweaty, Bored...alcohol
I wish I remembered my dreams
Radio interfearance
Submissive,, toilet trained
Shitting in public places
Public water, public toilets
no mirrors
Can we open this door now
We are under supervision
Someplace deep inside me
Nasea (is that how you spell it?)
I'm trying to figure out if I need to shit, or puke out all the water and sprite I've been drinking for the past 8 hours.
Oh yeah! and the fucking beer from that party I didn't belong at.  But that was around 12am,  and now it is 7:30 am...  I think I did to much @#$%@  I'm not supposed to feel this way.
T.V. voices in my head
ears throbbing with silence...
someone turned on the television in my brain
recordings of the previous day
chanting
Teeth clenched, muscles twitch
body tired, mind awake...
me and my peopel
we need you under my skin
loudest train of thought
collective memorie
UNDYING LOVE
arranging conversations in my head
What can I do over?
What would I fucking love to do over?
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