First a disclaimer: I wrote these while somewhat falling asleep one night, these phrases and sentences were words plucked from my head. as I lay there I actually heard them, I heard so much that I decided to write it all down. This is what I got. |
Carolin Death Camp I can't think of anything Turn up the volume Condom It cant hurt anybody Mute I just want to go to bed, get out of School, lay down. Understand something I don't have any time to set up the summer It's OK to spend the night Alone, Sweaty, Bored...alcohol I wish I remembered my dreams Radio interfearance Submissive,, toilet trained Shitting in public places Public water, public toilets no mirrors Can we open this door now We are under supervision Someplace deep inside me |
Nasea (is that how you spell it?) I'm trying to figure out if I need to shit, or puke out all the water and sprite I've been drinking for the past 8 hours. Oh yeah! and the fucking beer from that party I didn't belong at. But that was around 12am, and now it is 7:30 am... I think I did to much @#$%@ I'm not supposed to feel this way. |
T.V. voices in my head ears throbbing with silence... someone turned on the television in my brain recordings of the previous day chanting Teeth clenched, muscles twitch body tired, mind awake... me and my peopel we need you under my skin loudest train of thought collective memorie UNDYING LOVE arranging conversations in my head What can I do over? What would I fucking love to do over? |