The Memoirs of Michael Pennington

Chapter II

How Michael was murdered and GCHQ

Dear Guest

You may have heard the name before. It is quite a popular name by all accounts. I can be quite specific and categorically deny any association with Michael Pennington the writer, Michael Pennington Johnny Vegas, or Michael Pennington the footballer, or astronaut, or indeed, any famous Michael Pennington at all. I had a humble life and about my only claim to fame was saving someone's life on a holiday in Blackpool once.

Listener - This was indeed a very traumatic time for my family. Traumatic on two occasions. On my disappearance and also at my re appearance. We have become close again. I am pleased at the way my daughter has turned out but a little sad for my ex wife. She never had it easy after my departure. She did re marry and I cannot blame her for that but her husband died 3 years ago. It is a strange re union and she finds it difficult to grasp. I get on much better with my daughter. She has understood the situation wonderfully and has accepted me for what I am. Thirty years is a long time. Don't expect that someone can walk away for such a long time and then return and expect everything to be the same again. Of course, in my case this would be impossible anyway.

I do feel fortunate but it makes me feel sad. I am glad my family know what happened but I do not like to think about the lost years. I did not see my father or mother again and they have passed away. I was not there for them when they were dying. They never had the chance to find out what happened to their son. That is something that I cannot do anything about.

Thank you for all your enquiries and questions. I don't know where to begin. When I left off I was going to tell you all about Jack's experience and his witness account of my death. I will still do this of course but first I will attempt to answer your questions.

Guest - I do have that term. You should not sit here most of the day waiting for a reply. I am seldom able to reply in the daytime and in any event this is such a waste of your time.

Wattie - Purgatory? You have an interest in the supernatural. Why should we not have an interest in the living? In your modern world you should be more aware of equal opportunities.

Thank you Anna and Emma. Jack does have some unresolved issues as indeed most of us in the spirit world do. A human trait carried forward into the afterlife maybe? Everyone talks about moving on but moving on to where? Whilst your fear of the unknown and what happens after your death may be something that you think about, the same logic applies to each and every presence in the after life. At least the contacts that I have made. I have no way of communicating with heaven or hell if indeed it exists.

Emma - You are correct in your assumption that I will not answer your question. I fear things are getting a little too close for comfort already. To our Guest and Steve I maintain my silence on my location.

I do not know about E.V.P but I have an interesting account to share with you about using voice. More on this follows but as far as we have been able to establish it is not possible to record our voices. We have no voice to record. Converting text into a voice program is possible though as you will see by the example provided . You asked if I was at work. The answer is well, sort of. If you read my previous posts you will see why I tend not to respond during the day.

Pat is female and this is very easy to find out without asking any questions. The answer is hidden in these very same forums. And to Smeg, if I knew everything would I even be here? If you seek proof would it convince you if I phoned all of you at exactly 8pm tonight and gave you a ghostly wailing sound as proof of my existence? I am sure it would. However, I am incapable of such feats. If I knew everything I would be a God. A God I am not. You may have been watching too many movies.

There is much talk of moving on. Perhaps this is a human urge or an attempt to find security or a reason for everything that happens. Look how my existence has changed. I might actually have more chance of coming into contact with deceased loved ones by trying to find them online. Has anyone considered this. Jack spends much of his time searching. He may end up finding what he is looking for without moving on anywhere. Like me, he has no sense of urgency or ambition to move on. Why should we move on.

Emily - Your brain is most definitely working overtime. I have read some of Pat's postings. I have read all the postings on this message board. It clearly shows that she is female. The only other explanation would be that Pat is male and gay. I am positive that she does not fall under this category.

Badger - Thank you for your reply. The hard evidence does lie under rather a large amount of concrete. I have no wish to provide any hard evidence. Not until the final chapter of my investigations and provision of proof of my murder is complete at least. Even then, this will be handed over to the relevant authorities to carry out the necessary actions. Why would I wish to provide proof to everyone? It would be easy to give you Janet's name, her address and telephone number or her email, but she does not wish this. How would you like it? She could get callers and investigators and people accusing her of fabricating a story. She might even lose her job. She could of course request that I type a message while a hoard of onlookers stare in amazement at the computer screen. She could end up becoming the next Uri Geller of computers and obtain instant fame. It is not in her nature. She does not wish this. What of me. People arriving with sophisticated electrical devices and ghost watchers disturbing my existence. I would feel like a monkey in a cage. I am not an exhibit at a zoo.

Guest - You have raised a very important issue. This could indeed be a way of marketing a new product. Perhaps it is. But it is free. It costs you nothing and I have nothing to gain. This could of course all be just a story. It might already exist on the internet and I could be just cutting and pasting the details from an existing book. However, if the TV or newspapers get hold of this then I can confirm that my writings will cease on this message board and I will devote my attentions to more important matters than the provision of your entertainment, if that is what this means to you.

Perhaps I am not Michael Pennington. Perhaps there is no Michael Pennington, a spirit from Oldbury. I could have taken any name. I could be Thomas Smith from Dudley. Perhaps this is a prank. I worry that some of you are a little concerned about this. To devote such time to discovering my whereabouts and the tracking down of information and records is not the purpose for which my memoirs are written. This is folly. It is irrelevant. It is certainly of no consequence to me and is not in my best interests for you to do so. I have no wish for you to do this or to cause any disruption in our current environment.

Please do not be concerned. There are many good writings that fall under fiction and non fiction that make use of the dead. There are many stories that are concerned with ghosts and spirits and that name them with dates, buildings and information that perhaps should not be revealed. How would the dead react to this if they were alive and could speak for themselves.

If it suits you, treat this as just a story. Put your mind at rest and read it for personal enjoyment or as a means by which to explore more constructive investigation of the supernatural. As I mentioned at the start, I have nothing to gain and nothing to lose by writing this. I do this out of the goodness of my spirit and with all goodwill and the best of intentions. If it excites your mind, questions your theories, encourages you to search and enquire, and most of all, if it pleases you, I will continue. Only on that basis will I devote my efforts to your enquiring minds. If any of you are feeling frightened or intimidated by my writings I should stop. I have no wish to cause harm.

I fully understand the scepticism with regard to my predicament. Let me first dispel a few myths. A spirit or ghost is not faultless in any accounting or recording of events or documentation although it is very unlikely that you will find any discrepancies in my records as my memory is excellent. I do not have to clutter my thoughts with worrying about a career, family or the payment of bills and such like. Therefore it is much easier for me to concentrate on issues that are of relevant to my existence.

I can make spelling mistakes and sometimes, though rarely, mix up dates. After all, I think in the same way that you think. I have no idea how I think. I have yet to find anyone, living or dead, who can explain how or why we are even able to function. A spirit can be misguided as in the case of poltergeists. You need to be aware that the supernatural has its limitations too.

Before I continue with Jack's account, I feel I should point out that whilst I find your questions interesting and admire your tenacity in trying to establish the facts, I am somewhat puzzled as to why no one has brought up the issue of GCHQ and MI5. I made reference to this earlier. How would a mere spirit know of such things. What I am about to reveal has far wider implications and more things for you to consider than my own situation which is insignificant in comparison. It may surprise you to learn that spirits have a much wider access to information than is available to most humans.

Consider how I have found this method of communication. Now think about the number of companies and government departments that have access to much more powerful technology. Of the many people that I am in contact with, perhaps two of the most interesting are spiritual inhabitants of the enormous and sprawling government organisation called GCHQ, based in Cheltenham. Another contact is in the building at MI5 in London. People die in these buildings too you know. A heart attack at work, a construction worker from an existing or previous building on the same site. It happens.

Many of you will find this very far fetched indeed but it is really no different to my own situation. These spirits however have access to some really useful information that we are able to utilise and pass around to others in our community. It is useful when we need to find out about a particular paranormal case or in tracing someone or understanding what the government view is on our strange form of existence.

I am no longer providing real names of my contacts as I fear that this is a breach of confidence and as mentioned earlier, it is up to each individual spirit to decide on what level of publicity they accept. After all, they are perfectly capable of making themselves known to selected persons or human contacts of their own, and indeed do so. Janet is not alone in this respect.

Let us look at a little of what is known about GCHQ. If I breach National Security here, and I have no wish to do so, then I apologise, although I hardly think that the information I am providing is a national threat. In any event, sue me. That would be interesting.

In the archives of GCHQ and many other secretive government organisations and the military, there are countless files and dossiers on the paranormal. Many of these relate to UFO sightings but there are also many unexplained, and what you would term, ghostly happenings. If several people were to sight a ghost, or over a period of time a number of people reported seeing the same ghostly phenomena, then it attracts the attention of the authorities. A police officer or member of the armed forces might be asked to log an account and keep quiet about revealing any information to members of the general public. The government will tell you that this is to avoid spreading panic among the population. The truth of the matter is, that all this information is collated and stored. Much of the information sent in from around the country is easily explained. Sightings of UFO and strange noises and transmissions are often near military establishments that are testing new technologies. Often at night. Unsuspecting members of the general public are regularly convinced that they have seen a UFO, an alien, or a ghost. This we must accept.

Once this information reaches GCHQ it is categorised and labelled according to its importance. My friendly spirit at GCHQ communicates via the organisations main frame computer. This is how we communicate. He was a Professor and worked there a number of years before his untimely death. He sees everything. He has access to everything. There are no secrets for him. He has to wait until a human reads or writes a report but by looking over someone's shoulder all the time he has no problem in gleaning the information. Government's would be paranoid about this if they took it seriously. Be thankful that spirits have no concerns with money or personal gain or the results could have far wider implications for national security.

The only time I would ever be concerned for the human race being in danger from the supernatural, would be in the event that an evil spirit is present at a nuclear establishment, and finds a way of setting off the countries nuclear devices. After all, he would have access to everything. To put your minds at rest, this is very unlikely to happen due to the fact that without computers and humans there would be no communication between our kind. Not even an evil spirit would wish to terminate their only means of communication and wander around in a wasteland for eternity. There is also doubt as to whether a spirit could actually instigate the arming, the codes, and the physical side of starting a nuclear strike.

There is an outstanding amount of information available that can be accessed. It is in most government's interest to keep this information secret. The NSA in the United States and other U.S. departments have enormous resources and data on the subject.

For those that are interested in more exploration on this subject there is an excellent site at :

www.meta-religion.com

Take a look at the paranormal section too. This will give you some indication on how to establish whether what you see is the result of a spirit or ghost or just electrical disturbances or sound waves. There, I have bored you enough. The point I wish to get across is that we do have extraordinary access to information.

There is one more thing that you should know. Ghosts, spirits, a presence or whatever you wish to call us, and I like the fact that you are kind enough to call me Michael and not ghost or spirit, are much more useful than you may think. How many times have you read in the newspaper about an anonymous caller providing information to the police that has resulted in the conviction or solution of a crime? It happens a lot doesn't it. Many of these are based on the actions of humans but some are not.

There is a recent instance in Birmingham where a spirit witnessed a violent mugging. No information was available to the police. That is until our friend provided the description and car registration number of the culprit to the police. Jack, Janet and I were absolutely amazed at the ingenious method that he used to report the crime. This particular spirit has no access to any receptive human contact but is able to operate a computer. He is not known to those in the building in which he is trapped. He has no wish to be known to the living.

The secretary at this company uses a voice program where text is turned into voice. The office set up uses wireless equipment although I do know that this is not essential for communication as other spirits are able to access non wireless systems and micro wave as a means of communication. In my case the laptop only works with wirelesss switched on, although the connection is broadband. A technical issue I am sure. I am not a technician.

Instead of communication by normal text he opened up her voice program and typed in the following message before converting it to voice and leaving the open program for her to find. Imagine her shock and what she must have thought when she listened to her message.

Dear Pauline,

Good morning. I do not wish to alarm you by the fact that you are arriving at your computer to find that it has been tampered with, or rather, used by someone while you have been away but I have some very important information for you.

The fact that someone has been in your office and witnessed a crime should not be a reason for concern as I have no wish to steal or access your premises for any personal motives. Let us just say that I was passing by.

Last night a car parked on the pavement outside your office and one of the occupants, a white youth, around 5' 6", black medium length hair and with a goatee beard, wearing jeans, adidas trainers and a bobble hat, walked about 50 yards down the adjoining side street to the alleyway by the Pub that you can see from your managers office. He was also wearing a distinctive orange and black anorak. He waited there for about five minutes. A bald gentleman, rather portly and carrying a briefcase was walking towards him. As the person drew level the youth, without warning struck out at the gentleman and produced a knife. It was a sickening scene and totally uncalled for. The victim handed over his briefcase and what looked like a mobile phone and a wallet.

The youth then sprinted back up the road, around the corner, and jumped into the waiting car which sped off immediately. The car was a black Metro. The registration number was ( I omit this in this report for obvious reasons although it was given ).

Your first action should be to report this to your manager and then ring the police. After all, your office has also been entered so you must report this crime. If you believe that this is not a truthful account of what happened then you should satisfy your curiosity and still ring the police to ask them if anyone was mugged here last night.

Thank you for your attention.

You can imagine the reaction on the police officers face when he finally called round to view the evidence. Our friend gives a hilarious account of finger print taking of the computer and inspections by the police to find out how the information was given. Misguided, the manager of the office still thinks to this day that someone hacked into the computer system in order to leave the message. Hardly unreasonable since the buildings internal CCTV recorded no intruders.

Suffice to say that the police did apprehend the villains and justice was served. You never really know who is watching do you. Does that worry you? I hope not. We mean you no ill. There are many instances like this. I will tell you next time of our very own experience when Jack and I came face to face with a real live burglar. The advantage of being a spirit is the absence of fear of injury. I cannot say the same for the burglar.

I still have not managed to tell you about the account of Jack in the witnessing of my death and the burglary that led to my discovery that I could manipulate certain electrical items. I am more conscious of time these days. There never seems to be enough time and I have much more time on my hands than any of you. Oh dear, more questions. Too many questions. I will call back soon, in between my research and my chatterings. Bless all of you, sceptic, believer, human or spirit.

Hello again my friends. I am sorry that I am late. Guest G is the culprit. All his questions on GCHQ. I mean how do I know. I never asked the Professor things like that. Anyway. I have just asked him after trying to raise him for several hours on ICQ. I don't think he finds it very amusing though taking into consideration his tone. However, I hope this makes sense to our enquirer seeking proof. This is the exact reply from the Professor. He has looked at the message board.

Hi Michael. I'm not sure about all this. Too much attention if you ask me. Listen to Jack and remember that guy Simon who messed about with the living. Your asking me stuff that is absolute horseshit. Do they seriously think that someone like you on a laptop can reach them and someone like me surrounded by the worlds most sophisticated communication equipment and devices would be stuck for getting out a message. Get real dude.

And what's all this rubbish about security codes Michael. Do you mean the alert status such as black, amber, green or red for the daily state of security alert at the installation which is amber right now if he really wants to know or are we talking about the words given for security documents such as RESTRICTED, CONFIDENTIAL, SECRET, TOP SECRET, V.R.K and green and red label despatches for UK eyes only? Don't understand what info you want here. Don't even understand why your bothering.

Tell the geezer that he needs to tell you what type of lowest level security person he is on about. Window cleaners for example get a V pass. They are escorted around and can't go in most areas without any warning. Everyone has to wear their pass at all times. Before service peeps like window cleaners go in any of the rooms the staff lock everything away so it cant be seen and then take it out again when they gone. Contractors like aerial riggers or the boffins at Smiths Industries or somewhere like that get temporary passes but with their photos on. Yanks come here. Canadians come here. They get different passes. The place is huge Michael. Security is tight. You cant just wander around like your going for a walk in the friggin park. Each department is just as secret as the next and they even hide stuff from each other. All on what they call a need to know basis. You got H Division, E Division, S Division Z Division this and Q Division that. Some of the brightest brains in Britain work here mate. Some of em are nuts too. Funny farm they calls it round here.

Tell whoever is asking that I aint interested. Personally I would have asked for something more in the way of proof. How about the Directors credit card number and his home address and phone or the latest scandal brewing up that aint out in the news yet. Get a grip Michael. Don't piss me off with this shit. Got to rush. Are you joining us later in the usual room?

Oh dear. Onwards and forwards. Thank you for your kind offer admin. I will certainly consider this. Janet will probably get back to you tomorrow. I am sure she will answer your questions. There are so many messages now it is difficult keeping track of it all. I particularly would like to thank those that have made such nice compliments to creative writing and my literary skills. I wish this were the case. Had I been imaginative and creative I would not have worked in the textile industry. It is very easy to document something and record it. It is much harder to actually create something.

I will try hard to answer all your questions but it is becoming quite a lengthy task. I will leave questions where the answer is previously documented so if you do not get an answer then please re read the text. It will save us all a lot of time.

Claire. I send messages when I can. There are times when I will send during the day if the environment lends itself to being able to without risk. There are times when I will send them at 3 am in the morning. There is no specific rule. It's just that I have to act with extreme caution during the daylight hours. Janet covers for me of course and is used to me using the pc while she is at the desk and doing something else.

Deb - purely because I am not sure about the after life myself. I can only explain this existence. If I find my parents and move on then what about my ex wife and daughter? Other points you raised I have answered previously.

Thank you beachwood/lorraine you have not frightened me away although I do admit to a little uncertainty as I am facing mounting criticism from other spirits who are advising me against this altogether. Sincere apologies wattie I missed your purgatory humour. Data overload and too much quick scanning of the posts I think. What a cruel joke about Birmingham Guest. Never mind. You are forgiven. Never mind fox mulder. The truth is out there. Seek and though shalt find. Final thanks to everyone else I may have missed and bluelotus for those kind words.

Finally before we can continue, I enjoyed the entry of the guest, a fellow ghost by all accounts. It is nice to see such good humour. Now that's creative skills. Well done my friend. Most amusing. I hope you come back and visit. Please leave a name next time. There are too many called Guest.

Let us return to Jack's account of my death. I should not deviate so much from the small part of my memoirs that I am revealing to you.

This is written as Jack explained it to me. It is in my own words and based on his observation of what happened.

Jack - I would watch from every available window of the property in which I was trapped. I spent years with nothing else to do other than watch the world go by my windows. Time is a valuable commodity when you are alive and a worthless and weary measure of misery when you are alone and without companionship. I would miss nothing and observe every tiny detail. An old man taking a stroll or a couple walking outside would be the sole interest of my attention during those dark times. I have observed the changing fashions and trends of hairstyles and clothes and the wonders of new technology even within the limitations of my confinement. You cannot begin to imagine the torment and the timelessness of such a way of existence.

I have only ever seen one murder. That was Michael's. I have seen pretty much everything else. The violent and the playful youths using this quiet backwater as a playground for vandalism. ( I even ducked once when they threw a brick through one of my windows. It was the highlight of my day and a great sense of amusement to myself that I had actually tried to avoid the object ) , the graffiti artists, the boats and barges passing along the waterway, the lovers at night and the day to day happenings of people going about their ordinary lives.

This one day back in 1971 is not something that I shall ever forget. It was a beautiful day and a much welcome break from the previous dreary weather of which we are so accustomed. Let me first explain the layout of our premises. Please do not take this as a way of finding our location because there have been many changes to the buildings since.

The old boat yard and the building in which I used to be in are side by side and share a joining wall. A tow path or walk way lies to the back of the buildings and there used to be a gravel road to the front. The building I was in had an archway and a courtyard which backed on to the canal and the tow path. It was self enclosed with no gate or security to stop entry from the frontage. People working nearby used the premises for parking. The building was vacant for most of the time until about six years ago. The courtyard would contain about six vehicles which could park quite comfortably within its confines. Part of the building, three floors in height, faces right up to the canal tow path. I used to be able to actually watch people passing right by me and see everything that happened for a considerable distance in either direction.

This one particular day a white escort van with company markings parked in the car park. There was only one other vehicle present. I had seen the owner on many occasions. I think he worked near here. He is not involved in what happened. The two occupants of the vehicle got out and stood talking by their vehicle. From my vantage point I could not understand what they were saying. They seemed to be arguing about money. I could catch the odd word and I had become very good at lip reading over the years, but they wouldn't stay still and were not facing me for most of the time. I saw one of them light up a cigarette.

I have to confess that I did not like the look of them. They were dishevelled and looked like they had been working on a building site. It was obvious that this was their trade due to the rusty and battered nature of the van with its company markings clear for all to see.

The rear of the courtyard had access to the waterfront by a single wooden gate, long gone and rotted away it has since been completely re landscaped and changed along with all the other improvements that have been made. I emphasise this as I do not wish to encourage people to take a walk along the canal looking for a wooden gate and a building with a courtyard. There was never a lock on the gate and access to the tow path was easy.

The two men were acting suspiciously from the start. They had walked over to the gate and were peering through the cracks in the woodwork. After a time they opened the gate and loitered in the doorway looking out towards the canal, talking and smoking.

I decided to get closer and visit my best vantage point by the canal tow path. From there I would be able to see them more clearly as the windows gave an excellent view of the canal and the courtyard. I was sure that this pair were up to no good. I fully understood of course that if they did do anything there was nothing that I could do from within the boundries of my prison.

I noticed a man walking towards the building along the tow path. Around his late 30's or early forties, he walked briskly and seemingly without a care in the world. I had no idea that I was about to experience a gruesome murder. The two men had noticed his approach and had started mumbling and whispering to each other. They moved back towards the courtyard leaving the gate open. I saw one of them pull out a sharp instrument which looked like a hunting knife.

As the man, which I now know to be Michael passed the open doorway, the two rogues rushed out of the gate and grabbed him from behind. One of them had him by the neck and the other plunged the instrument deep into where his kidneys would have been. It all happened so quickly and I was not prepared for it. I struggled for the best vantage point and saw the man fall to the ground. The two attackers kicked and punched the man while he was on the ground and rummaged through his clothing for valuables. I saw them retrieve a wallet and they even took his watch. I watched with horror. These things are horrific even if you are not alive yourself.

I could not believe that something like this would happen in broad daylight. Such a bold and unprovoked attack. Was this premeditated or something that happened on the spur of the moment. It had certainly looked as if they were planning something from the moment that they arrived. They were obviously desperate for money. I waited to see what would happen. I heard the following conversation quite clearly as I was now up close and observing their every move from the broken window.

" Shit Clive I think you've killed the bastard you idiot" the older man said.

To which the second man, Clive, without a shred of remorse replied, "Quick, chuck him in the canal before someone sees us".

Don't be bloody stupid, he'll float, look, throw him down here there's something under here. Shove him down that opening," he said.

I could not quite see where the hole or entrance to the building was. All I knew was that some poor unfortunate soul was now lying badly injured or dead in the building next door. As the two men turned to go the man called Clive halted.

" Where's my necklace. Where the hell is my bloody necklace. It's gone. I felt it tugged when we jumped him but that was before we chucked him in there. Quick, find it. It's got my name on it."

The two men searched the tow path, they were agitated and in a panic. It is obvious they wanted to get away from the scene as soon as possible.

"It must have fallen in the canal. Forget it, lets get out of here. No one will find him anyway, look someone's on the other side of the bank walking, come on, move it"

The two murderers left the scene. They did not run, they regained their composure and walked at an even pace to the gate, back to the courtyard and got in their van and drove away.

Thankfully, with nothing else to do day after day, the details of the van, its colour, its signage, even the telephone number and number plate, was ingrained upon my memory for ever. The memory is an amazing thing when you have nothing else to do but think about the same thing, over and over again. It is not possible to forget. It was also like a mission to retain the knowledge in the hope that some day there would be a way of communicating this knowledge to someone else. Thankfully this day has arrived.

The information that Jack has provided has given us both a sense of achievement. It will not be long before Janet presents the full details of our evidence to the relevant authorities. Contact has already been made. We just wish to find out a little more about what may happen if my body is exhumed. We are in the final stages of our investigations and there is so much more to do and learn before any drastic measures are taken.

Visitor in the night

Enough of this, lets tell you about the night we had a burglar. We seldom get such wonderful entertainment and its never live action like this was. Janet had left us about 4 hours prior to our unwelcome visitor. We hate it when she leaves. We both look forward to her arriving in the morning. She misses us too you know. Janet even visits us at weekends. After all, she is entrusted with the keys and has access whenever she wishes. The alarm records each individuals entry and each member of staff has a different pass code. Her boss, Malcolm, he thinks that she is just using the office to surf the internet as she only has a modem connection at home. Nothing was different to any other night. Anyway, this is hardly relevant.

Both Jack and I were sat at the lap top when we heard scuffling and strange noises by the main doors of the office. We went to investigate. Imagine our surprise when we saw a young man smearing a substance on the window and covering it with brown paper. I think we both guessed what was coming next. Quick as a flash he hits the window with a hammer and in no time he has his gained access. The very cheek of it.

The alarm let out its timer entry 30 second warning. This should be good I remember thinking. Lets see what he does now. Totally calm, and without doubt an expert, our visitor proceeds to mercilessly smash the alarm unit to bits. Why was it not sounding outside? As he snipped the cables of the main control unit we could hear a muffled alarm going off outside but it was not very loud at all. We found out later that the alarm siren had been packed full of quick drying foam sealant of the kind that they use in cavity walls and for filling big gaps. It was certainly effective.

It suddenly dawned on me that we had to do something and I was thrown into a complete sense of panic when I realised that the laptop was about to end up in this characters swag bag. I ran down the corridor back towards where we had been sat. Just quite what I was going to do I had no idea. Type a warning at him? Hmmm not quite an effective means of deterrent. Even though I am not of the living I was quite surprised at my level of energy. It was almost like an adrenalin rush only more of an electrical charge. Was this because I had bounced off Jack about four times in our haste to return to the laptop or because the situation somehow gave me a heightened sense of awareness. More importantly, just what would we do now. I need not have worried.

The intruder grinned as he saw the laptop but he made straight for the managers office. I knew he wouldn't leave the laptop but it bought me some time. As a human the very thought of turning to the keyboard to start typing in the middle of an emergency must be quite amusing. For me it was desperation I wanted to ask Jack what we should do and did he have any ideas. I typed in earnest.

Michael: Quick what the hell are we going to do

Jack: This could be interesting

Michael : What do you mean interesting do something

Jack: You worry too much

Michael: I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THIS LAP………..

I never quite finished. Our intruder was back in the main office having obviously rifled what he wanted from the drawers. He had already filled up half a bag of goodies and was making straight for Janet's desk. A feeling of despair came over me as I was convinced that we were just about to lose the laptop. This is where things became fun.

I watched him approaching the desk and suddenly stop about 3 feet from the where I was stood. His nonchalant and relaxed face suddenly became a picture of abject horror. His eyes boggled and his jaw dropped. I looked at the desk. The site of a stapler suspended in mid air imitating the motions of a snake head and hovering from side to side and facing him head on must have been terrifying. Good old Jack, my hero. The guy was amazing. I was full of envy and pride at the same time.

The youth bolted down the corridor. A heavy paperweight rose gracefully from the table, curved in an arch like a supersonic aircraft and suddenly shot off with the speed of a bullet. It swiftly negotiated the fleeing burglar and smashed with a terrific force against the wall by the entrance door. The youth was petrified. He was literally wetting himself and froze in fear. The paperweight, in two halves now rose from the floor and hovered by the only exit from the building. The youth turned and fled back into the main office and into the darkened room of the company accountant. How I wished Janet could have left all the lights on I would have been able to see things more clearly I thought. This was exciting. The lights came on. Marvellous, Jack was a genius.

The youth was struggling to break the lock on the handle of the window and make his exit. Pretty risky to jump from this height I thought but at the same time I could see the desperate look of fear on the persons face. Jack had obviously had difficulty balancing each half of the paperweight and he was back on the attack with stapler now. Into the room it went and hung menacingly about 3 feet from its victim. I actually felt sorry for the poor unfortunate person that had been subjected to this assault. However, this compassion was soon dismissed. After all, he had not been invited. He was an unwelcome guest. The youth had slumped to the ground and curled himself up in a defensive ball against the wall, presumably for comfort and protection. Even when Jack let the stapler settle on the floor he made no attempt to move or escape. He remained as good as gold and sat in the room until the morning.

When Janet arrived she was shocked to find that the offices had been broken into. She was even more shocked to find our victim sat quietly in the accountants office. Janet was not the first to speak. The youth pleaded with her to call the police and keep the stapler away from him. When we later explained all this to Janet she told us how proud she was of us and how meeting us had changed her life. That was such a nice thing to say although the credit is down to Jack.

While Janet phoned the police Jack steered the two halves of the paperweight back to their orginal position. We knew someone would notice it was broken but we also knew that it was no big deal to find a broken paperweight. The most worrying aspect was how seriously the burglar would treated with his description of what had happened. During all this time the youth sat waiting and never attempted to make an escape. He was anxious that the police arrive before he would move. He was taking no chances. I could see Janet was enjoying the moment. Within easy listening distance of the burglar she said, "Thank you boys and behave yourself now stapler, the police are on their way". I made my way to the laptop. Jack was already there. He had already left me a message.

Jack: Michael we should have more nights like this. That was fun.

Michael: Jack you are a hero. I feel so useless against your awesome skills. What a performance. The speed of the paperweight was fantastic. Did you see his face? Brilliant work. I never thought a stapler could be so menacing and you must have been reading my mind the way you operated the lights.

Jack: Thanks Michael but we were a team. I don't do lights. No idea how you managed that. It wasn't me. Well done my friend.

What? Doesn't do lights? Surely not. I walked over to the room where the youth was. I switched off the light. It was as simple as that. It just switched off. He jumped nervously and called for Janet to please call the police again because they were taking too long. I felt good. It had been an eventful night.

The police arrived and the burglar looked so relieved. The police were baffled. Comments were made that he looked as if he had seen a ghost. He adamantly refused to tell the police what had happened. He wanted the police to take him out of the building straight away. He kept nervously checking on the innocent stapler which was now in its rightful place on Janet's desk.

We seldom have nights like this. Oh what fun it was. I leave you with this. I have to go. There is more to tell. I will be back tomorrow.

Michael

Hello again my friends,

Thank you all for your comments.

Adelfaya, your scepticism is not unfounded. It is a trait of human nature and also present in the spirit world. I am sceptical about aliens. This is because I have experienced nothing to prove that they exist. That of course in itself confirms nothing. There may, or may not, be aliens. I have no idea.

I was not aware that my writing style had changed in any way. Badger has been perceptive and correct. It was a little rushed I confess.

Indeed Badger, has also picked up on the fact that things have moved to a different level. Do not be concerned though I have much more to say. It may just require a different strategy of delivery. The dilemma I have is the amount of interest that your postings are creating. I particularly avoided supernatural websites and settled for a quieter forum in my home city. There are reasons why. They will be divulged. I think the time has come to provide some reasons for my course of action.

I can obtain all kinds of information. Almost anything in fact, so long as I have a spirit contact in the right location. If I do not there is always another presence that will know of a spirit that can assist. This is a well organised network that spans the globe. I am heavily criticised by my peers for my actions, which are now becoming a source of discomfort to me. I have however proved them wrong and there are others that are supporting me in this cause. It is fortunate that the majority of you are sceptical and that it is assumed that I will not be believed or this program would have been shut down long ago. As mentioned previously, this could all be a hoax.

Perhaps the most useful contribution that the spirit world can provide to the human race is one of historic interest. Just because a spirit inhabits a lab does not mean that he or she can carry out effective research. I would hate to try picking up a test tube. Jack would fare better at this I feel. Many spirits marvel at the advances of technology and are in awe of the clever minds behind new discoveries. Badger, you ask sensible and intelligent questions.

My dear admin. I must be causing you chaos. I hope that you do not object to my hijacking your Message Forum. I am once again in your debt for you kind assistance. You have certainly been a most hospitable host. If you owned a hotel I would haunt it with pleasure.

And Pat, my dear Pat. Your request for a medium. The object of my pursuit. I will come back to this remark further on. People are discovering the reasons that lie behind my unconventional approach to the living. You are certainly doing your utmost to promote our fine and modern city Pat. I wish I could see it in its full glory for myself. It has changed so. And a note to others - Please refrain from any questions asking how I would know what it looks like today, and take a look at the photographs on this fine web site and that of www.virtual-brum.co.uk and www.bplphoto.co.uk

My Dear Claire, how possessive of you. I have visited Most Haunted and the links of forums that people have been kind enough to provide here on these threads. I am always interested to see what people are up to. I have visited a few similar sites and some of these before, but this is not where I would choose to frequent normally. There is more scepticism on the dedicated sites than anywhere else, and can you blame them. Of course not. The supernatural is their interest and they have seen charlatans come and go on many occasions.

For me, it is difficult to locate what I seek on those sites. This does not mean that I am against them or the people that frequent them at all. Moreover, I admire them. But, this is my home. This is my city. This is where I start.

Pat, I would consider holding a party for the 800 if I didn't already know the 2 spirits that frequent the Bull Ring. There an additional 4 in New Street Station if this is of interest. There are no others that we are aware of in that vicinity.

Brendan. I almost bowed and paid you homage. I thought that you were the answer to my dreams with your opening message;

Hi, my name is Brendan and I run the supernatural world.

I would be interested to see some of your publications and shall make a point of visiting your website now that you have mentioned it. Thank you for this information. This certainly is a tall but far fetched story and I thank you for your compliments and for taking the trouble to visit us. Just one little piece of advice if I may, and I really do hope that you will not take this the wrong way, but are you not supposed to have a more open mind than most if you are experienced in the paranormal? Now, having said that, I seek advice from you. Just what exactly lies behind my spirit mind? I would like to know this from as many sources as possible please. Perhaps I should seek help. Could it be that I am seeking help? Perhaps I am insane Pat. Perhaps I am not. To create speculation and theory I will change my font tonight. Will that help? It was kind of you to offer us the opportunity of going for a drink one night. I fear beer passes right through me and spirits give me flashing lights and strange feelings. I am glad you are with us Pat. You are a shining star.

Dippysea. You are checking up on the known laws of physics. Parts of what you ask are easy to answer and will conform to what you would expect. The light does not. Let us take a look at the keyboard. I feel as if I am pushing the keys, if you can call it a feeling. I believe it to be more of an electrical charge. I am aware of a slight movement in the keys but not a firm pressing down of the keys on their pad. However, each time it works perfectly, and there is no apparent problem with them making a contact. In Jack's case the keys are depressed fully and the effect is the same as that of a human, except of course that all you see are the keys being depressed. Jack has to be more careful than I do as he is a noisy typist. There is no sound when I type. Whilst Jack's actions seem physical, there is nothing physical about him. Therefore I can only deduce that we must be using some form of electrical energy. Almost every spirit will confer that this is the easiest way of describing our existence, actions, and operations.

The switch does not move when the light goes on. I agree with what you are saying, and a good storyteller would probably tell you that the switch moved in order to comply. However, it does not move.

The mouse is very easily explained and is easier than the keys to operate. It is a touch pad built into the laptop. You are indeed lucky to have a mind that enquires about such things.

Badger you have been fishing around in the canal backwaters and Pat, I do not show up on TV and I never shall.

Bam bam. Why does the professor swear and use the word dude? I have no idea. Why are you called bam bam? Well noted Claire, and more importantly, not a long time since his death either, well, compared with say my own circumstances. He is not American Anna.

Ah, fellow ghost. You amuse me. I shall have to seek a meeting with you so that you can educate me in the ways of shouting and the use of vocal chords that I miss so much. I am sure you were just dreaming. When the affect of the alcohol wears off, the numbness will disappear, and you can shake yourself again and take an aspirin.

Who is this? Press_office. If you are really from the press you should endeavour to read a little more carefully. After all, is this not your trade? You annoy me. How can you represent a quality newspaper if you cannot read properly yourself and pay attention to content and my expression of wishes so clearly documented here. I fear you seize an opportunity for your own personal interests and I have no interest in such matters.

This concerns me. I knew this would happen. I think some re structuring and a more sensible method of delivery of my memoirs is now required. The usefulness of this forum has ended. I will not desert you my friends. I feel I cannot do that. I may however need to rethink the way I am going about my quest.

I must say the level of questions and observations has increased considerably. When I last visited I was let off lightly.

And now a special message for Chris.Wain. Thank you Chris for being in the minority and yet still having the conviction to stand up for your beliefs. You are indeed a brave man. There are many that will snigger and deride you for your point of view, as they do mine. I do not praise you just because you believe in my story. I have said before that it is not relevant to me what people think. I praise you for being honest. I notice that Anna supports your view. You are not alone. Anna you are rather a sweetie aren't you.

Thank you Ambient Breeze. That was interesting. I have seen a very similar article. This is the type of article that people should be reading. For those that have no wish to look it up, although I would suggest that you do, the article clearly deals with computers and the fact that this is not a new discovery as some of you may think. Reading this may help you understand, and, ask me less questions on the technical aspects of the communication.

www.sacbee.com/

I would particularly draw your attention to the part that states " ITC believers say contacts are possible because teams of spirits are committed to opening channels of communication between both worlds. Such teams, they say, require harmony and cooperation among their living contacts for successful ITC to occur". I would place great emphasis on the harmony and cooperation among their living contacts.

This web site also shows a link to an organisation that is trying its best to provide important research with a complete lack of sufficient funding. I know this and similar web sites and organisations very well. Whilst millions of pounds of your taxes are spent in armaments to provide cannon fodder for the after life, organisations like this that could help bond the ties between the spirit world and the living are laid waste and discarded as insignificant entities of no merit.

www.worlditc.org

Where are you from Ambient Breeze? It mentions Suffolk on your web site. Are you a medium? Can you please respond by PM in the formal way of identification or if you are not aware of this can you perhaps give me an idea of your abilities with regard to ITC. Are you another Janet?

Ebjeebe - Thank You. I did not expect such a level of attention. It is most unwelcome with regard to publicity hounds, despite what many may think. I imagine by now that some of you are beginning to understand the reason behind why I have made contact in this way on a message forum. Am I mistaken?.

Denski I do like your photo but I would imagine you are a little young to be in here.

Mooksta - Thank you for the warning. You have confirmed my worst fears. I do not know what the Fortean site is but I have no wish for commercial mediums to try and establish contact. There is now far too much talk of Press and Media involvement. You are most definitely right. It is time to withdraw.

Now, before everyone is up in arms and disagrees with Mooksta will you please let me continue because there is so much more that I really want to tell you and I have no wish to leave you in any suspense. Mooksta is not saying this as someone from the media. He is being helpful and we all know that he is right. So I have a proposal.

The Mission is complete

I have no wish to leave you without completing my memoirs. However, the situation at present is such that I spend most of my time answering your questions and trying to provide you with pointers. I am constantly asked to prove that ghosts exist. To reveal myself and come forward. Many of you are missing the point. If you think about what has been said and discussed, you will have already started to work out what this is all about.

I reiterate that I have no intention of changing my existence or my environment before I am ready. We are happy here. I have not been completely honest with you in more than one respect. Firstly, embarrassed though I am, I have to admit that my memoirs were just a hook. The real meaning behind this communication is much more important than what happened to me. I am gratified that you found it of interest all the same.

As a result of this experiment, I have now established contact with 3 more lost spirits and two very helpful humans with abilities beyond the norm. In essence, this short exercise of a few days has produced some spectacular results. Two human visitors to this message board who have 'the special gift' are now communicating with us and helping our new found spirit friends. This is a truly spectacular achievement of which we should all be proud.

There are rules and established methods and lines of contact between the spirit world and the living. We have not broken any rules. We have just edged a little towards the outer circle of what is deemed to be the acceptable barrier between our worlds.

Alas, I did not find my genuine and experienced medium. Perhaps I should have provided more signals so that they would have understood. No matter. I have found two wonderful human beings to join Janet in our crusade. This kind of matching between human and spirit is happening all over the country. You should be aware of it. Not only this country, but all round the globe. This is an organised and orchestrated mission that will change the course of history. Of that you should have no doubt.

So, where do we go from here? This mission has ended for me. However, I now have a problem that I had not envisaged. I have enjoyed being with you so much. I have relished your enthusiasm and your searching questions and now I must go and let you down by leaving? If it were me I would feel used and conned. I obviously cannot do this but I also cannot risk putting my situation and that of others in jeopardy.

The solution would appear to be to put a halt on my memoirs in here. I cannot answer all your questions and provide you with my memoirs at the same time. The account becomes fragmented this way, separated and interrupted by text, leaving the reader to become confused and uncertain as to the previous content when the next chapter arrives.

Here is what we will do. I will collate and re organise my memoirs. I will add in the content that I have not included so far, and I will bring my account up to the present day. I will include what I know about the spirit world and pass you information that I have gleaned from others. You must promise me that you will use this for your own personal use. It is for you and you only. Every member of this message board who has been involved will be entitled to it. It is NOT for anyone else and for general distribution or re sale. I will make sure that this is prepared and delivered to you.

You must give me some time to prepare this. It will take more than a week. You must be patient. In the meantime I will continue to provide any information that I can, and answer your questions, but I do not bend forks, cannot guess your name, and I do not know how to communicate with your dog.

It has been a pleasure. I must now sneak away to find some quiet corner of the web with which to repeat this exercise away from the prying eyes of the media. It is time for me to become Martin Farringdon from Utah or Texas. A cowboy who died a violent death in a stampede. Or something along those lines. You get the idea. The process works. It is tried and tested.

We need more recruits. Our network is growing fast. There are so many more souls to save. I will be back. I will not abandon you. I think too highly of you for that, and, after all, this is my home city. Most importantly, you met the real Michael Pennington with a real story to tell.

Until soon my friends.

Lobelia, Spanglo and Shearluck - Get to bed this is madness. Goodnight Mooksta - another 5 and I would have been able to chat with you. Did you not see my smiling at you on your Mac screen? This also works when the appliance is off. Goodnight everyone. Time for my chat channels.

A copy of my memoirs - E Book

Hello everybody. I trust you are well. My my, we have all been very busy havn't we. I am continuing to compile my memoirs and will have this completed for you as soon as I am able. It will not take too long.

The interest that this has caused in both the spiritual world and the world of the living is intriguing. I would have expected this more in the land of the living than I would have done in the spirit world. However, it would seem that we are as inquisitive alive as we are dead. I have had approaches from some of my contacts about their own experiences. I hope to share some of this with you when my article is fully documented.

I feel I must now catch up where I left off and endeavour to answer your questions. Before I begin I will make an important announcement. Janet has already informed you that we will be providing you with a copy of my book. She has been in contact with the admin people at Birmingham UK Com who have kindly offered to assist me in the publication of my experiences. I had originally anticipated that they post my story on a set of web pages so that the viewer can read the whole article without interruption.

Janet had offered to produce a booklet for limited distribution to interested parties but the number of people has risen considerably and I would not wish Janet to be over burdened with the associated costs of producing such a booklet. I have therefore accepted with great appreciation the services of the admin team in their offer to produce an e book which can be opened and viewed on any computer or palmtop. Its method of distribution is simple and effective. I trust this meets with everyone's approval. It will, as promised, be available without charge as I have no requirement for income or possessions.

To the team at this web site, I thank you. Janet has relayed to me the fact that you said it was a pleasure to assist me with my story. I assure you, the pleasure is all mine and I am indebted to you. I will be sending you the finished article as soon as I can via Janet with whom you are already in contact.

And now, I move on to the task of picking up where I last left off and providing you with any information that you seek.

Calling the Spirits

Mullentino - Wise words my friend. Subjective reasoning and logic is not something that can be taken lightly. I have seen the discussions that take place in other forums and the fraudulent activities of some individuals that would automatically raise suspicion and caution.

Incidentally, and whilst on this subject, I can confirm that I am very suspicious of many commercial mediums and charlatans who claim to understand the supernatural. There are many instances on record where a spirit has witnessed the most amateur of ghost hunting practices. These involve lights, video recorders, tape recorders and a host of seismic equipment that would put the film Ghostbusters to shame. Yes I have watched this before anyone asks. A most humorous film.

I can recall the topic of conversation with a spirit friend of mine who experienced a group of ghost hunters, going to great lengths to fabricate digital images on a camera, so that they would have some evidence to show their club members the next day. These were ordinary people who had probably set out to obtain the truth and been misled and misguided by more strong willed thrill seekers seeking recognition.

There is much made of ouija boards and the dangers of calling up the spirits via this medium. Look at this from a different perspective. Let me provide you with an example that Jack proposed. Consider that you had been trapped in a house or building for a long period of time. That building may have been empty or inhabited but you had found no way of communicating with the people that resided there or you had been alone for years waiting for some excitement.

Without warning and out of the blue you see people huddle around a table and prepare for a calling of the spirits. A professional psychic medium is going through his pre amble and setting the scene for the calling of the dead. I have no objection to humans trying to make contact, we actively encourage it, but this particular fellow hasn't even acknowledged or felt that a spirit is actually watching him from within the very same room. Obviously a fake medium. This is an outrage. An insult to our existence. Instead, he dishonestly claims to feel that he is being contacted by some long lost soul who died in the house and yet isn't actually present at all. He starts to ramble about how she is happy and proceeds to say nice things about her to his audience. In Jack's own words - things would start to fly. Should an unlucky medium meet a spirit with Jack's abilities I would be very worried if I was he or she. And you wonder why ouija boards are dangerous? Do not dabble in things that you do not understand.

Badger, this experience you have had is something I feel I cannot assist you with. Janet has also had an enquiry about this but not from yourself as far as I am aware. I would enquire as to the nature of the message. I cannot shed any light on your experience as the feeling of coldness, which is often associated with spirits and ghosts, is not a feeling that a human should experience in the right company. This is a common misconception and more often down to the environment and atmosphere rather than a spirit. I do however tread with caution here as there are some reasons why this can occur and the implications are not pleasant. Do not be concerned Badger as I am sure this is nothing to be worried about and you have not, as far as I am aware, experienced this before or you would have mentioned it previously. The one constructive piece of advice that I can offer is that you pay your tax bill and stop smoking.

Traceyc, deb1969, mad_mizz and everyone else - tut tut of course you will get to read the remaining memoirs. You must just grant me a little more time. Ah, the chicken or the egg situation. One had to come first. The memoirs will follow in due course.

Mad_mizz or should I say Anna Marie. You must investigate this further. It is important. You already know from my writings what you can do if you have a computer at home. Feel foolish as much as you like within the confines of your own home. No one will ever know. I would exercise a warning under the "Do not try this at home" label if anyone is trying it just for the sake of it as your loved ones or partner may question your sanity. Unless you are really convinced that you have a presence around you it is not worth the effort. If you are sure then it should be encouraged. I would also question your sanity if you are just trying it out for the sake of it and hoping that you will be contacted. If the spirit cannot inter react with you there will be no contact. You have to have this sixth sense. It is a rare occurence in humans.

Many of you will be thinking about your own abilities. The fact of the matter is that you will probably have an inkling already. There are a few examples of how you or others can tell if you are suited. You cannot use these examples as absolute proof and you should not convince yourself that you have "the gift" just because all or one of them apply to you. If all of them apply to you then I would suggest that you experiment further. If only one or two of them apply then it is likely you may be using a part of your being that others are not. The examples given here are not exhaustive and I refrain from passing on more detailed indications of a person's ability that would class them as "gifted" by the after life.

Consistently, for both close friends and relatives, but more importantly with regard to strangers - Knowing what someone is about to say before they say it.

You are sitting in a chair watching the television and you know that someone is about to knock on the door or ring the bell before they do.

You think about the phone ringing and then suddenly it rings.

Whenever someone is watching you your senses have a habit of telling you. Be wary of this one because this is a common ability.

You regularly experience the feeling that places that you have never visited are familiar and that you have been there before. This is very important and there is a reason behind this that I will not divulge at present.

Pat my dear you are fishing in un charted waters in your quest for more evidence. I have never given the exact location of our premises here in Oldbury. I would rather this was left alone.

Spanglo - Your parcel will arrive in the morning!. Even a spirit must retain his sense of humour. I think you all frightened press_officer away far more effectively than I could have done.

Frankie - of course we will not leave you out. Also, Pat is not the writer of my memoirs. She is the inspiration for my using this forum but not the writer.

Denise - Your comment and the fact you hug your daughter just that little bit more. If nothing else had been fruitful from this posting of my memoirs then that alone would provide the justification for my efforts.

Mooksta - You should not really contact people about such things. Sometimes it is unwelcome. I will however find out what Marguerites own personal view is on her details being given out when I next establish contact. She is far older than most of us and far wiser. The longer the time passes the less significance a spirit will place on their details being public knowledge.

I am sorry about my mischevious activities with the logo and the page. I will not be so childish again. Forgive me. The ITC details are certainly interesting. Please, once again I urge all of you to read this.

Thank you AlyssaMath and the rest of you. I see Badger you have been doing your homework well. Congratulations. I neither confirm or deny you findings.

Poor Janet I fear she will be busy tomorrow answering messages. Please try and contain your postings within this forum as it only over complicates things.

Mooksta - eany meany miny mo, which is it to be - The truth is out there.

Phenomenon - A most welcome contribution. More holes than a tea bag. I wish I could smell the aroma of the tea, I wish I could breathe and feel the sensation of the taste and the warmth in my mouth. After all these years I yearn for your everyday experiences even now. Are your publications on the internet Phenomenon. I am always interested in looking at new material.

Ekaterina - Can you please share more of this with people. This is of great interest to me and I am sure to others. I would like to hear more about your experiences. How do you know you live with spirits? Do you have any history of the house in which you live. You should share this with us. Please do not feel foolish in explaining your interactions and how they came about. You have no idea how important this is if what you are saying is true, and I do not doubt your intentions.

Ebjeebe - An open mind and an enquiring one is a very powerful tool. An open mind is not confirmation of believing or denying the existence of ghosts or spirits or the concept of a super natural world. Moreover, it is those with an open mind that I find most receptive and most able to comprehend the numorous options and possibilities behind our human and spiritual existence.

Beautifully put Mooksta. How would anyone know who is alive or dead online. This is exactly how we can hide. I can enter a normal chat room unannounced and partake in the conversations of the living with the same ease as I enter the chat rooms frequented by the dead. If I wish to discuss something with a known spirit then I enter private chat. You have no idea how technology and the internet has mobilised the spirits in a way that would have been impossible only a few years back. Only now are humans coming to understand that it is not always in their best interests to conform with what we are conditioned to believe through our education system and peer pressure. Be individuals. Work things out for yourselves.

Phenomenon - Science does not dictate to us what happens, science never has and probably will never accept paranormal anomalies. As for what happens when we die…….who knows. Did you write this yourself? It is good. As for holes in my post I could refer to holes in a humans imagination or pre conceived ideas. For a moment, set aside 25 years of reading, writing and investigating as a human being, against over 70 years of living and experiencing life as both a spirit and a human and concentrate on how we might best can learn something from each other.

My dear admin I confess I owe you an apology. I will skip this section quickly and in shame and only comment that I fully support the recommendation that studying Shakespeare and the Bible is most certainly worthwhile to further your knowledge but a completely useless tool if you are using it in connection with this forum and as means to find out more about me. I feel I am interrupting your work admin. I do hope that your message has clarified the situation with regard to you receiving direct approaches.

Ghost - Of course I do not mind my friend. You are most welcome to share your experience. Please give my respects to the Council of Elders. I hope one day that I am privileged to meet them as you have. I would still like to learn how to use a voice.

Phenomenon - This is what I would really like to hear more of. Are you willing to share your experiences with us. I can see that you have a genuine interest in these matters and if you have any interesting personal experiences regarding Stonehenge I would like to hear them. What is the oldest spirit or ghost that you have ever come across?. This interests me greatly. There are reasons why I ask.

First Stonehenge and then Glastonbury, followed by Reiki. Keep up your Reiki Pat. This has caught my attention. Reiki, if practised with a genuine love and understanding is a powerful tool in the right hands. Reiki is a spiritual growth tool. It can open up all areas of your life. It is there to help you energise your creativity and to help you break down the blocks to both giving and receiving. Pat, you should be aware, that if you have a tendency to be receptive towards spirits, then your Reiki is known to have an influence over your success in making contact. This much we know.

Welcome lakey and everyone else that has just joined.

A fan club Pat. Oh please my dear I could not cope with that. I promise you it wasn't me that sent the fax by the way. Hello Anna and Frankie. Anna I am sorry to hear about your car. Badger, once again you sail close to the wind of truth. Who says there are not such chat rooms and sites. I am already working on another site in the USA.

I see we have more newcomers joining. My responsibility grows. Welcome to you all. DrummerRich - Welcome home. Bam bam I was merely answering a question with a question. What clothes? I was wearing a Ben Sherman shirt which were all the rage those days, a Levi jacket, jeans and Dr Martin boots. I will refrain from providing information on my under garments. I do not u nderstand the relevance of the questions or your comments on holidays in Spain or the USA, night shift and pets. I agree with you in that the library is an excellent choice for a good story. I had no pets.

I think I would like to read this book called 'The Lovely Bones'. Is it available on the internet or in e book format? RaRa I hope it is a genuine and honest club. We need more of those. Your web site would indicate that you are genuine and ethical in your pursuit if not a little humorous with the ghost icons but I understand that this is designed for humans rather than spirits.

Another believer. Chris you even put your name to your statement. If the numbers of believers ever exceeds the doubters we shall be under scrutiny by National Government. What a frightening thought. Scepticism is our best protection. Very wise words Chris. Cherish every moment. Live for today and not tomorrow and do not dwell on the past. Unless of course you are helping one of us.

Wood144. Both aliens and ghosts are beyond belief for some humans. If you can bring yourself to believe in aliens you are half way on your journey to believing in the supernatural. I have to agree with Ekaterina. But then I would. You have captured my attention there again Ekaterina. Can you tell us more about Mary.

Lobelia thank you for that. I have dabbled with paranormal/supernatural chat rooms and unfortunately without success. Those that frequent these rooms are often passionately interested in the subject and yet blinkered as to what is going on around them. Don't misunderstand me. There are probably many genuine people but sorting out the wheat from the chaff is much harder than in ordinary contact situations where the results of our activities have been far more spectacular.

Beechwood/lorraine - Patience is a virtue. We will get there in the end. It has taken me over 30 years to wait for all this to be set in print. Surely you can bring yourself to wait for a week. Thank you Badger and G.

Hello Janet, I understand what you are saying about walls and passing through them. I am not saying that other spirits cannot do this however most spirits are trapped in a particular area or location. The idea of a ghost or spirit going walkabout or leaping on a bus or train to go on holiday or actually even venturing far from the place in which he or she were attached to is just not something that happens.

Actually quite the reverse happens with the desire to learn. I dealt with this in an earlier episode. Learning and the desire for self improvement is not something that is confined to the living. Most spirits have only found communication recently. By that I mean over the last 10 or 15 years. Our knowledge base is growing at an phenomenal rate. And finally to lakey. Computers have indeed been our method of communication for some time. The article on ITC is much more informative than the film Ghost and relates to dates and events prior to the release of the film. There is much more factual information on the internet than you will find in any film Sarah.

As usual I am honoured by your interest and your perseverance. I hope to visit you all again very soon.

I will work on my memoirs this night. I have plenty to do. I will be back. Soon. I post this earlier tonight as I have no wish to keep people waiting for a posting.

Bless all of you.

Michael Pennington



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