A SELECTION
OF BARE THOUGHTS
Some of the most important things in our present human lives
are love, sex, death (how about life?), religion and entertainment...at least
in our westernized society. We all want to be loved whether we know it on a
conscious level or not, or can't fess up to it due to some serious mental
illness...a true human obstacle! Being abused mentally, physically can shift a
human being into a path of terminal misery or slave of some cult clan. Why we
choose to be "the victim" instead of taking credit for our actions is
quite absurd. It's easy to relate to this when you live in such a barbaric
society. But is it really any worse off than what others will refer to as the
good old days? I doubt it. The human population is much larger and increasing so
there are bound to be more human incidences of disasters, evil doings:
(slayings, rapping's, crimes in all its aspects.) Plus you are much more
informed ...the last couple of decades where the Media have become our best and
worst enemy. Maybe it is time to focus on the media of the mind. There are a
lot of us out there that feel unloved. But you know that it's due to the fact
that most of us don't love ourselves. That is something that can be very hard
to grasp or believe...but if you have done some soul searching, dug down into the
bowel level...you will be enlightened...plus reek of foul odor...but first
you'll have to go through some crises within your own being, deal with your
inner turmoil, confusion. Yeah, its a tuff thing to do for most of us but it's
necessary to become more whole, solid within. Because to be in search of the
eternal you that has been lying dormant under the clutter of your "images
of what you perceive yourself to be" has always existed.. and it is time
to wake up! Which brings me to the subject of relationships..(HUH?) on a one on
one intimate fashion with your five finger mate...or ..um...a partner! That is
a subject we have written books upon books on and still never say enough! It
can be very therapeutic to write down, but boring to read. We all need somewhere
to release, unload... squirt! squirt! aaahhh! My point? Get your mind (actually
my mind) out of the sexual gutter for this is your wake up call!
I will and do use language at times that some may consider
dirty or unwarranted but it's a slang used to emphasize certain points, candy a
view sort a speak. And it's a part of the English language us humans created as
long as it's not used to harm others..(unless you allow it to) I feel freedom
of speech is important in this supposed modern day society. Humans just have to
grow up and know how to deal with it in an intelligent manner. I like to
believe we are, or at least can, evolve through the process called
reincarnation...Such is the Divine Plan. Those of us who have entered the state
of transformation, some call children of the New Age, have to practice patients
while living in peek times of material existence.
I don't picture a two horn headed demon casting drastic
measures of misery and evil down upon the human race. That would be too
fantastic and well exciting at least for me since I am a horror connoisseur. I
see it more like the evil within man taking priority due to Greed, Religion,
and the general lack of Love for the universal life force within/without. Such
is the Karmic Law under such Spirit Lacking Times. It is easy for me to look at
the human species as an organism spreading, like a disease, or cancer on this
planet earth. But our race has run it's pace and leaving no space. It's a shame
to think we will run out of the planet resources to create Guinness Stout.
Forget about that silly devil crap, Mother Earth be in the early stages of
fighting back....back against Hu-Wo-Man. Actually Mother Earth is a living
organism.. of which we are part. Those that abuse her will be punished by their
evil deeds ten fold!
I may not be no Henry Miller, lack the intellectual
expertise of Bertrand Russell...but that's what makes us all unique, right? If
we were all the same life would be quite dull. Most of us want security in
life. A sure thing. A predictable future. Hey...it's the American dream. It is
also an illusion. I seldom watch the TV News and see the same 2 subjects
discussed as the main theme ... Crime (you better be scared you hopeless
victims) and Sex (we know that is what drives your worthless existence to move
forward as "the great reward"). The more sensational the story, the
greater the TV station ratings, the more sponsors for commercials, the more the
TV station share holders can charge those sponsors. Yes, Violence & Sex
have become big business. A sad state of affairs for the Lemming population. A
women feels power and worth now by how she can manipulate with her oh so sexy
self. A man feels power and worth now by how many oh so sexy woman he can
screw.. or at least hope to screw. and if you get in his way he will turn into
macho-man, the egotistical moron. He will then perform a violent imbecilic act
in hopes of becoming a part of the evening news.. and this viscous Low Life -
No Life broken record continues. When these lower evolved so called humans
begin to think for themselves they will begin to taste what Heaven on Earth is
about through a process called experience. Don't expect the rest of us to wait
up for you.. but we will be sure to leave the light on for ya! I don't dig the idea of setting up laws to allow others the
right to get away with steppin' on me. Sometimes you've got to know when to
draw, cross, curve or erase the line busta. 
Those who feel they have to give up the child within to
become more mature which really means wanting to behave, imitate what one feels
is a mature individual by observing others they would like to be looked upon
as. Which is really the opposite of a true individual action, that's
conformism. Imitation is fine just as long as it is not for the sake of trying
to fit in. I'd rather work together as a Team.. Unity and Harmony are not to be
confused with conformity.. Lack of understanding is a part of this crisis and
yes lack of maturity or better yet, wisdom. Hey, we only get to be this human
being once (at least in this form) so no matter how much we suffer if we
realize we can only experience this life of suffering and joy on a one shot
basis we should take advantage of living it as it comes and shoot our load. If
we could look at it in this perspective without trying to brutalize are way
through this would be a better world. The good and evil, negative and positive
aspects to life. All forces have a + and - side. Religion has caused many wars
and deaths. It's an excuse used to camouflage prejudice. Humans use it as a
tool to breed racism. With non thinkers allowing the Power Mongers to interpret
their fears.
We are born equal, but we live under political rules where
by our time on earth, as a human, has degrees of privilege motivated by mans
dominance and need to segregate.
It's too bad that things written as teaching tools in the
name of religion or otherwise by man are twisted and misconstrued by man after
the fact for his own greedy ends. These teaching were meant to be read in the
spirit they were written. But when you read such works with your 2 faced eyes (literally?)
instead of your 3rd eye, any interpretation is under the guise of the lower ego
and is suspect and should never be trusted.
Man has been running the show since day one of
imperfection...he has fucked up the earth fairly well at this point in time and
space. Do you think it's about time we let some ladies shed some of their light
on the way we focus our world direction? Let them hold some power in the high
chairs of law and order? Let them claim the potty thrown of piss? Unfortunately
power, whether it be held by a women or a man, can & will easily be swayed
towards evil ends. I say give liberation to the masses by showering all with
spirituality of the highest order. Revolution in itself only rocks the cradle.
Each culture has its own set methods. But most hu-wo-mans lack the knowledge
needed to understand the hu-wo-man condition in the big sense. Only in the
lemming sense. If we humans as a whole could see that we have the choice right
now to live in harmony what a world we'd live in. Sounds like a love song, yes?
..We are the world.. we are the children.. etc.. Everyone should have the same
equal rights to live in peace regardless of sex, race, color or old/new dogma
we choose to follow. But once one chooses to follow do so without interfering with
someone else's space. If God created us equal we have not taken this to heart.
We have turned on ourselves since day one of imperfection. And original sin
should have set you straight jack! Some call it the law of cause and effect.
But we lack the knack it takes to get on track and are put on hold for the next
reincarnation gap. Free thinking? Freedom? Most things are not free. One thing
guaranteed always to be free is love bud. Many cultures or still in the dark
ages. Women have no rights in certain countries, sects. People are killed for
not thinking and breathing the thoughts shoved down their throats. Religious
and political destruction. The senseless massacre of ones own neighbor, family.
The thought police. Something's got to give. We are segregated into lunacy
patches around a globe. The Globe D of Materiality. All we are saying, is give
Peace a chance. But it's much more than craving for peace. It's about LOVE.
You can't read everyone and judge them on point blank
opinion. Humans are fairly complicated creatures. So what am I trying to say
anyway? Who cares for that matter? I'm just doin' time like you & you &
you. Some of you have thought this same shit or talked about it to others
before. You may say: "That's old news bro, tell me something new or at
least interesting.. something I can sink my teeth into"...fuck ya and read
on is my response. This is flow talk not some gibberish though it may seem old
hat, childish even of tunnel outlook or below your intellectual level. I'm not
claiming to be the mighty Mr. T, the Godfather of Soul or Chicken of the Sea!
You can lick my doodie hole when it's ripe and ready! I have that child within
that deals with the rhyme flow. And so the Rap continues.. Going back to the insane (closing
statement) Our minds are in constant chatter. A terminal splatter mode
of chaos fueled by imagination. We all suffer from insanity. No way around it.
The way in which we perceive ourselves is a form of insanity. Seem uncanny? If
not than un-can it! To have false hope. A type of security to shield out blame
for ones actions. An imagined higher force has no baring on my actions
(actually the culmination of higher, lower, inbetweener, and whatever else I
can imagine). For the absolute is beyond the scope of thought. I turn and see a
being flee to the place of escape as has been done all it's life throw aside
the senses and latch on to a new scenario making it easy to convince the social
environment (of the mind) of another believable story and they bought it. And
in theory that's all that matters to this being in the end. That is when the
being feels some type of false security. But I can see the beings loneliness
and unfortunately it's on a roller coaster ride that moves in a vicious circle
where a resolution is a temporary solution. At least until acute insights
dissolve the crutch of a mind branch that shields the birth of creation which
comes equipped with a bucket of rejuvenation. At the north end of the table sit
Frank Zappa, Salvador Dali and J. Krishnamurti. They're laughter echoes. You
see, the talking dolls are quite entertaining and they are free of having to
deal with the business minds that were always interfering in the fun zone.
Note: “A SELECTION OF BARE THOUGHTS” was originally written sometime during 1997. It was altered a little during the next couple of years. I have just made minor modifications. I refrained from changing the content and story (if you can call it a story) since it represents a period in time that I would never express in the same way and would be tempted to rewrite completely.
DIMTHINGSHINE 8/9/2005