mindfuck

all of these questions floating around in my head

i don't know what to think

i want to find out who i am on the inside

stop taking for granted what others give

accept the gratitude and love of others

love myself more than anyone else

properly care about myself

until there's no one else left for me

i am answering all of these unanswered questions

it's so hard and may take some time

i want to take myself away from the world

and search for who i am

why do i want to lock myself up in a dark room?

Think about it

locking out all of the caring people

that i so take for granted

slowly but surely, i'm taking my time

specifics and generalities are confusing

i'm so confused

who can help me now?

I refuse to accept help with this one

doing it all on my own today

from now on, i'm here for me first

if i can manage it