I Want You

I Want You

I want you

To spend everyday confused.

I want you

To worry about what I'm thinking.

I want you

To obsess about everything I leave unsaid.

I want you

To be scared I'm mad at you when I don't reply.

I want you

To wonder what I think about you.

I want you

To be afraid I'll turn to someone else.

I want you

To be afraid you'll lose me to the passage of time.

I want you

To be unable to stand my indecision for a second more.

I want you

To ask yourself why you even care.

I want you

To ask yourself if I care, if I should, and what if I don't.

I want you

You to be sure I love you one day, and

I want you

You to be sure I don't the next.

I want you

To go crazy trying to figure me out.

I want you

To contemplate the future and soulmates.

I want you

To be so frustrated you cry.

I want you

To wonder why it's like this.

I want you

To wish things could be different, but

I want you

To be afraid it would all change.

I want you

To feel you're going nowhere fast.

I want you

To feel that you're wasting your time.

I want you

To waste another hour on your vain hope.

I want you

To feel like I do.

I want you.