ENDLESS PAIN IN MY HEART
by: Margie Oller Villanueva

          
               
        

            I never thought it could be this hard
            To be so near and yet so far.
            Always keeping rein 
            Of what I feel.
            Never free to touch you
            Or at least gaze into your eyes.
            How many times I have wanted 
            To say - I LOVE YOU, but 
            I could not...
            Because I am afraid 
            Of what may happen
            If I let go.
            How I wished I could break free!
            But what awaits me?
            Boundless ecstacy, perhaps
            And endless pain and hurt.
            Giving up the things you dislike
            Was not that simple and easy.
            Telling you all my secrets
            Which I have kept for myself.
            Providing a place in my heart 
            In times you need comfort.
            Understanding you when you're 
            Not in good mood.
            Giving you all the time
            You needed from a friend.
            But I guess
            Words are not enough to tell 
            The happiness I've found
            In sharing life with you.











            

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