On the bathroom floor with the door locked. Mom is in the other room with a gun to her head I don't want to sit on grandpa's lap my face burried in my pillow, drowning in my tears crying as quietly as I can. "Oh god, mommy please don't do it" I promised I didn't pee my panties I see his face in the darkness What happened next? Washing my mouth out in the bathroom sink Why do they do this? "Because, you look like an hour glass" he said. She was six. What did he mean? On the bathroom floor with the door locked. Twelve years pass Is it safe to come out yet?