Decisions

I'm makin up my mind

to forget about you

Gonna rekindle all the flames

that you burned me with

and toss you in.

Push you out of my head

erase your existence

and watch your face float out to sea.

I'm makin up my mind

to give up on you

to finally lose the faith I held onto

Lose the candy coating

that sugared my judgement,

and spit your bitterness out of my mouth.

I'm makin up my mind

to hate you

to look at all you took from me

to convince myself

that you're gone

and like me better that way.