8/19/99



Damiana says i smell like soap. I want to tell her she smells like old memories (not mine) but i don't know how she'll take it so i stay silent. I'm good at that. Damiana moves like audrey hepburn; she's a dancer. We're going parasol shopping in chinatown on saturday. and hats. we both love hats and old old clothes. i think she reminds me of june, but i'm not sure. she thinks i'm like anaïs, but i think i've lived more than she ever did, and hemlock is nothing like henry.


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