"Until now."

My understanding has been mastered only with the time spent on a foolish game.

Besides knowing she had come to me.

Along with her tireless ways.

I could not see the reasons for her actions.

Only when the pain involved was long lived could I understand.

And a person who once annoyed me is now what I consider to be the one and only hope I have for happiness.

I have never wanted and feared any situation more than a loving one.

Along with a prolonged intention of guilt and hate, there could not be a feeling of love to be found in my life.

Until now.

The wait is worth the mate.