Here I Am

Here I am

Here I am again thinking of the
way things used to be
Things are so different now
time is not like it used to be
it comes and goes again and again
So, here I am thinking of what
happened between us
What happened and why
These questions I ask again and again
they seem to be the only questions I have to ask
You are so far away, so distant
So much, distance between
your body and mine but our
souls are bound at the heart
It's not just physical,
it is also part of my soul
So, here I am racking my brain
trying to forget you, it is too hard to do
because I still, love you
Your eyes are blue and so beautiful
Your smile so bright somehow
it shines through the darkness of the night
This love I have is so right and I shall fight
with all my might, To get me through this life
So, here I am killing myself to the end
Will I ever find the answers?
to the questions I've asked
With your guiding love
I will find them out