phillip

"Love is when the thoughts of but one person fill your heart, when they mean more than life to you, when you know that you would do anything for them and shall die if they are taken away from you. Desire is when you ache to see them and touch them, when they cause your body to burn and tremble. Desire does not demand love before it can ensnare you, but desire with love creates a powerful bond!" -unknown

Crazy? Yes, I think that I am.
How else could something so new
feel so comfortable, familiar, and
just right?
Could this be the one thing
I'd always hoped to have?
With this, with him, there is no
awkwardness. No unfamiliar. No fear
and nothing to hide.
Only something that seems to fit
perfectly
in the hole in my heart.
Warm, light, and time will stop,
only for us.

Ah- we've met before, you and I,
don't you remember? I almost do
looking into familar eyes, eyes I know.
Have you seen this soul before, the
inner light- eternal love-
shining out to you? For we are one
of the same light, this love
bound cannot be torn apart-

magnets are forever
drawn together
without realizing why;
and fitted puzzles never
want to part.

See- we've met before, you and me,
just have to look and I see you:
your longings, feeling, desires,
and dreams- the hopes that
shall come to be.

I only long for love- same as
anyone else. Is it too much to ask?
Would I even be able to handle it? Well,
I'd like to think so.
I long for love:
the arms to hold me
hands to touch me
eyes to behold my soul
and the heart to love me back.
Being with him only intensifies
my longings.
The flower is more desirable
when you can see it just
out
of
reach.

Ah, my dear, the day when
we can be together again cannot
arrive soon enough.
And when that glorious day
finally comes, the moments
will pass much too quickly
for my tastes.
But now I shall revel in them
darling! Always treasuring
those golden jewels that belong
to me- oh those can never
be taken away.

I opened myself to you.
Now I am open to me
to explore and see.
Trust is enough, just don't
break my heart for this
body would die and the
soul will find you again
in time.
For time is eternal
and our bond.

A Lover's Thought

Where are you, light of my life?
Do you think of me when I think of you?
Is it possible you dream of my eyes? I always see yours
in my mind's eye-- As well as your lips, your hands
your arms, legs, back, and feet. Sometimes I think I hear
you calling my name, and my mind wanders to our place
where no one else can go-- the place where the world doesn't
exist, just you and just me with our hearts beating in time
to the music we make.

When I think of hime my heart flutters
and becomes a butterfly, nervous in its confidence
of how it feels towards him. The sight of him
banishes all fears, nervousness becomes the butterfly
never to be seen again.
But how I long to see him...

I was lost in your eyes, its
liquid knowledge drowning me
while i was trying to learn-
but you said 'quiet please'
and kissed me tenderly.

I was lost in your touch, your
fingers burning nicely along
my skin, sending shivers through-
but you said 'silence' so strong
and kissed me passionately.

I was feeling lost, trying to stall
for it was time to leave again,
my heart screaming and tears streaming-
but you held me close
said no words
and kissed me so lovingly.

Yes, you and me were meant to be
and ever thoughwe know
I cannot resist from telling you so.
How you are my world, my star shining bright
guiding me through the days that seem more like night.
When my days are lonely, tough, and long
I think of our love and I have the strength to go on.
And so when your days are too much to bare,
just think of me love, I'm always there.
Just as a reminder here is a star from me to you,
look at it and know how much I love you!

swirling, cold mists reach every
hidden niche of my brain
hiding thoughts, reason, motivation
yet framing one thought, one picture:
the one i love.

gray, swerling mists making it difficult
to think and concentrate
attention span is shit, always
going back to that one face, one voice:
the one i need to live.

a song

If you come knocking
softly at my door,
I will come and let you in.
But if you stay, or if you go
I want you to know
I love you.

If your night is long
and your day was hard-
call me,
I'm there for you.
But if you need to go
Or want to stay
I want you to know
I love you.

And when times between
have gone too long,
when I haven't seen your eyes in forever:
I will dream of you, I will think of you,
I will tell you....
I will tell you just how much you mean to me.

So if you come knocking
softly at my door,
I will answer.
But if you stay or if you go
I want you to know
I love you.

And if, by some chance,
you decide you must leave,
please, I beg, don't take my heart away!
You own me, you've seen me,
I love you through your soul.
But please,
I love you,
Don't go.

My soul is forever tied to yours
Seeing crystal clarity
Of images shared and loved.
Cherish warm sunsets
spreading behind sillouted mountains
gating the peaceful lake.
Live withen me forever
Forever love for you.

"Share your smile with everyone, but save your kiss for only one." -anon