KAMIKAZE FOR BLISS

I've relished your winter; I've felt your rain,
And as your sorrows slashed my flesh, I bled.
But yet, that only bestowed you a sense of power and superiority,
So you fooled me and left me in that enchanted forest of the disenchanted,
To wither amongst the knights in red armour and damsels in titian gowns,
Amongst the death, the despair, and the destruction.
There, my pale pure skin stained crimson and my heart stained black,
My delicate angel wings, torn and bruised.
Exhausted, I collapsed and fell in to my labyrinth of misfortunes,
Where dreams are nightmares and nightmares are dreams,
Where innocence is lost in sin and faith, in secrets,
Where cupid sings death songs and weep from dawn to dusk.
I have wept an ocean and tears refuse to leave my eyes,
But here, for the last time I shall let them fall freely.
To show that beyond the beyond,
I will forever be searching for the you I believed in.
But Oh! At last my sweet sweet dear,
This aversion has reached a bitter end,
For if death is the only way out,
Then I shall take you with me and give away our lives,
But while you die suffering, as you made me suffer,
I shall fade away in my painless pool of blood.

~manicbypolar~