unpoem a blossoming tree-branch above against the blue of the sky so calm so complete the eyes keep drifting back to it taste I use a microscope for a dumbbell he likes the sugar salty in his coffee and some favor the introduction of masculine-neutral gender into french grammar with great abandon tomorrow it will be one day ago that I had my last one the gates of ice-cream cemetery private histories crowd yellow corridors the bright eyes of sewage rats sleep came in the disguise of oversleep she had a predilection for predicaments if she weren't one actually give me sugar vitamins, give me fat vitamins tales of anarchy the employer employs the employee you can't fool me dubious skepticism we want to be loners and want to have like-minded friends want to write neo-complex morality plays we want cigarette-flavored ice-cream and rats for pets and cars of VIPs to be hijacked call it friendship, call it quits, call it what you like! objects against the warm colors of the living room a white tube fat and from the pharmacy only five words on it in red letters ointment for external use only I believe it’s shampoo cool light bathroom-green water bounces in the tub without a sound flooded in dim fluorescent light I stand there still dripping and the water bounces gently the whole scene lost in the vastness of the room it’s 2.30 in the morning the rain’s coming down hard lightnings illuminate the courtyard the yellow tiles of the hanging gangway the green of the plants somewhere down below, arranged in the quadrant division of paradise, the arches and yellow walls it all smells of 19th century france and the soothing gurgling of the rain-water pipe one summer between two layers of rayon the summer is cool, cool between jobs life is sweet social umbilical cord hangs around or necks a sheep is a sheep is a sheep is you on the way to work crossing streets; through overpasses; through underpasses we follow each other or the other way round like so many bodiless contours of orphans eat the iron pig, drink the iron wine, trust some eclectic vision to pepper your days: lodestone, air-liquor matrix of five birches parliaments and marbles green grapes in innocent laps stainless body jewelry so many bouncing boobs for the eyes to follow so much life for the true prospector's mind thus the two sides, or if you add it up the moral's unsealed: nothing's revealed one heart emotions swing rapidly back and forth by the week and by the second between all-encompassing meaning and isolated bodies in the swirl of acausal events between carefree swimming in the confort of learning and tedious wading in the fine-grained despair of futility between the blossoming branches of people's park and the suffocating embrace of an unwanted lover between universal harmony and pairwise mutual discord the heart races ahead of itself swinging on a threadbare emotion when when you close your eyes you see nothing save darkness, no shapes, no colors spring to mind eclipse of reason humbling the senses and paranoia joins insomnia in your bed keeping each other accompanied keeping you alone in the grip of the cement block of the night in the cement cemetery of a vague hopeless yearning for the first sign of daylight as the heart drops behind itself the yogi and the commissar (A.K.A. Pasadena) from ostentatious obscurity silk acacia the days pass pierced with bright rays laced with bright laughs palms and pines at other times chaos friendly the head spins wild in thew fuming alloy of prosthetic relations and catalytic acquaintances never ready to reject or miss an indulgent look at life stuck in cultural osmosis by the side of postmodern fountains constructed according to the natural laws of social criticism somewhere further afield vodka vulgar the yogi and the commissar sand-glassing time oh female india throw your white mud at me or are we at the foot of a new acropolis? and pamper to underdevelop those homing-insincts autumn sun the light is sharp and unvibrant so different from its summer cousin she's still powerful but no longer insistent it takes hours for her to cut through the morning mist hers is but a thin sharpness wrapped in the subtle smell of falling leaves the wind can blow through it easily a moody teaser she soon wins my feet over down to the river late dragonflies hover a few inches above the rain-soaked and sun-warmed wheeltracks of the road a bit lazy, a bit tired hurry has passed from nature's movements a river of the plains, its slowness reminescent of mikhalkov's russian rivers just as deserted, and locally majestic half-asleep on a landing stage the thought of mark twain's mississippi heroes drift through the haze of powerful tranquility is quiet joy is to be alive meso-etude fragrant balls of guelder rose be i more very and there leopard leaps through eol harps of some ancient greek ware powerfully lazy and happily prophylactic thirteenth peace thread, button, zipper, curtain, bedlinen wine-steamed and bifocal Beria's cartesion witnesses coveting the covenant put on your cardigans, sue the ministry, display your prodigy our collective artificial enthusiasm for the planet something conjunctive and wayward sestinas and villanelles a wood made of hemishpere bounces in a green tarn backlash and discharge department of self-ignorence night-train nights release your rat-lion cubs and graft your paraplegic souls with quince words i crave no sense to lace my words and no foresight need dwell in them but let them race like roaming herds to idle grace they should be alien thus echo nature's own absurds bricks and thorns layer life's ham peacock and hogs among stray currents and wandering brooks should you to see tedium trivial de luxe of the color of that black brew, espresso my only rodents waylayed cheers resonate in the distance the agony of ecstasy dying slowly and in serial format, produced for tv-audiences burning phosphorus quickens the nose peacock and hogs i hereby certify but whether to credit or temper while the very camel thersites picks black currant i dabble in creative abuse diatonic syndicate light-purple monochrome segregation caters to our sedentary needs any such truffle and thrush thrush and truffle peasants nibble the white of fermenting curds thrice-hot may you suck on your own underpants or deviate karelin wicked and curser haystack vision descends on us in a haze of new diminished thirds some sit and sing of bricks and sea and splinter and ham Trees (excerpts) Is that a Hun, a Khazar, or a Mongol roaming the steppe? He rides by a small grove of birches, dreaming of the world, The enigma of infinity in his eyes. … An old Chinese man climbs the rocky path of the mountain. As he reaches a small projection he finds there a wind-tormented juniper tree. He sits down to contemplate the art of poetry, painting, philosophy, and old age. … Sunday dinner on a Balkan farm. The whole family gathers under the mulberry tree Where a table is set up laden with six courses of heavy food. Kids run around the table picking up and eating the fallen mulberries. … A young painter and a lady are walking in a Parisian park. He is talking of the pattern on the trunks of plane trees they pass by. He is falling in love. Large walnut tree in the center of the village, between the tavern and the church. Old men smoke pipes in its midday shade while youngsters brave the maze of its thick branches. Soon, they will be sitting in its shade. … yoghurt and snail blue flashes, blue sparks, blue comfort and written in runes i stand indisposed swimming in the ocean of valium dill-honey driiping from my skin red-brick and tarred-wood taskhouse learn me the bottle! vulcanize me! with tangy membranes and tentacles light draft brings the smell of suede leather there's cobweb on the landmine slaking quicklime some intimate nuisance shines through the strength of a nylon fishing line through the white of a bad eye my ladder is high-tech, it has keyboards for rungs but where do we fit in between sarayevo and adidas the case of the midwife toad experience acquired by rote and set to musical score balkan empathy leaks cucumber and cantaloupe tang poetry of space steeped in intemperence the spirit of a nigarian railwayman of great strength sedate me, civilize me! fill her up! against the fresh smell of uncut books there's a flaw in the flow liminal group-dynamics slaloms through the devotional loops of fiber optics sexy bruise under her eye pragmatic literature let's let the colf out of our lukewarm november bagatelle brown and yellow patches on the sidewalk them leaves pattern the asphalt the air is wet through and through cold and warm sharpen each others' outlines and the white patches arrive into the old brave green of parks and street-islands the clear thin air is ready to be saturated and the dogs look greyer every day facile synthetic some are drunk in their dreams others steeped in the conviction in proletar renaissance i just let my saliva flow and travel me to the ground in happy gobs has anyone ever, painstaking ambivalence, gently challenged by the hassle of logistics she just stood there, twiched and broke her g-string, didn't she? spontaneous wednesday. dear alpha male, please turn on the electric oil-burner full throttle pretty non-design here and there kind illusions hustle themselves into the well-groomed forefront of cultivated leisure the tip of my tongue burns, with sweet nothing willing prompters form a queue maybe is a gross exaggeration pink-overalled janitors vacuuming water from the vision ambiguous lesson the morning news is a popular newspaper half the workers in the factory are idle they did not recognize the new president they are expected to arrive at seven it's a very cheap newspaper the teacher insisted that his pupils did their homework regularly she was driving on the right side of the road he didn't appeal to me she was a very funny girl he might have phoned she like to entertain people he took advantage of his friend's knowledge she's a curious person he's very fair she was very jealous of her husband's reputation john should know the answer my grandfather was a very powerful man i thought he was rather suspicious john should know the answer i'm afraid i'm not prepared to leave yet