Satruday, June 7, 1997 -- Misunderstanding, RunAway, and Dreams

Quick Mom update. She's at home, and going to work on monday! I called Dad back Friday night, and discussed his new project. He didn't even mention the Multi-Level Marketing aspects, or that he was doing it! I wonder if Mom talked to him? Or if he never intended to bring it up.

Since he didn't mention it, I'm gonna assume he didn't want to get me involved. That way we don't have this thing inbetween us, and we can go on.


I fell asleep about 9:30, and woke again at midnight. I looked around for Maggie, and she was gone. I don't remember when she got out, and don't know how I missed it. I felt really bad, this was the first time she'd gotten out since I moved here, but she had tried it.

Kaos, one of the cats I used to have...he's with his mother now...used to roam really badly. One time he was gone for a week, but he came back. I think Maggie will come back too. I certainly hope so.

I had a dream last night. I told Jason and Ginger that Maggie was gone (Maggie used to be Jason's cat.). Jason started crying, and Ginger beat me up. I just sat there and took it, because I knew I deserved it.

It was obviously about my guilt about not taking care of her. I mean, why else would she run away? The odd parts woere Jason crying and Ginger beating me up. I've never seen Jason cry before.

I decided to keep myself busy today. A couple years ago I bought this charcoal drawing kit "Draw Today" that teaches you a technique for doing charcoal drawings of black and white photographs. It works up from simple solid black/white drawings through various stages of shading. I'll get them up here soon.

Needless to say, LadyDawn didn't make it here this weekend, and I didn't go there. Things got wierd, and we backed off the plan. There will be another time.

On a positive note, I'm meeting AceQuick and his girl friend Vi tomorrow for lunch. I know them from online, and they live in near Charlotte.

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