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Hello to all you CTYers out there.
I've been sorely out of touch, for reasons of lack of Email, feelings of loneliness, and a sadness
in my heart--- symptoms of CTY Withdrawal. This year was especially bad; CAR.1 has been
my best session.
But I needed this time alone to sort myself out. And I've changed... I've found myself. Let me
explain.
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Everyone has an irrevocable turning point in Life's span. It's not Realization, or Awakening: I'll
leave that stuff to the gurus. But that point is when they root out all of the facades they've put
on, for others and themselves. Some have the point early on, some find it later. It's not a
matter of when you find it.... or where, or even how; just as long as you know why.
Ever see the movie City Slickers? In it, Billy Crystal finds out from Charleton Heston that the
only thing in life is this: G. (one thing). When you find it, everything else just goes away.
I gave up my facade for Cherry Hill the day I walked onto the rolling green lawns of
Homewood Campus, Baltimore MD, in the summer of '94. Funny how the number three is
auspicious (the Odyssey). Three letters, that stand for three amazing weeks.
I loved CTY. It was a haven for me. My first 6 years of grade school was a nightmare out of a
Stephen King TV Movie. I lived thru a Hell that battered my Self more than any mythical Hell
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