25 Dec


....The Technicians of War....

Col Filjean wished he was back home. It was hard to feel like Christmas without snow. Instead it was a green as midsummer. The hillside was thick with fresh shoots of green grass and the first wildflowers. He moodily stared over the valley from under a twisted tree. One the local farmers called it an oak tree, but Filjean knew it was no oak. Not only was it in full leaf in midwinter, but the leaves were small, a dark-olive green, and bristling with thorns. It was all twisted around, a god-forsaken landscape. The weather had changed, a keen north wind blowing away the clouds. Cold as it was, it would not bring snow.

Filjean wonderred how God could let these people, who had thumbed their nose at all that was good and decent, let these people succeed. And the way they made women fight in combat. It wasn't natural. No wonder when they did, they fought like some crazed animals, without decency or honor. Women would never understand the traditions of the military.

The military. It was the military's fault it had come to this. They had let themselves weaken under the pressure of the Congress. Year after year the military budget had been slashed. Not again. This time the military and intelligence community would make its feelings known.

The ridge crests had some snow. For a few days. It was like Christmas in April.

"Colonel."

"Yes, sergeant." He took one last look at the valley. Into the valley of death....

Filjean followed the enlisted man to the congregation. He removed his helmet in respect as the chaplain began Christmas morning services. He looked upon men and fellow officers, their faces hardenned by battle, but bright in the memory of two thousand years. He was immersed in their brotherhood as he recited the prayers .



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Marcia had no hope for him. She had no reason to expect mercy for her Jon. He had died in anger, unforgiven, and unforgiving as he killed other humans. She could only pray for all the other young men, that they would turn aside from hate.

Marcia tore a small piece of bread loose and chewed it slowly. She knew she had this community in her sorrow. She held the minister's forearm.



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