My heart is dead My soul is gone I have lost the strength to carry on deep in my heart just lives despair yet I carry myself with graceful air I do not want this neither do you but I dont know what else to do Do I go or should I stay just keep fighting or blow myself away these are things trapped in me hidden so deep that none can see If I did go would I be missed by the people I held the people I kissed these things I do not know but now its telling its starting to show I miss you dearly those I met and in missing you I tear myself apart I no longer belong here do I belong there I dont know I am so confused I am lost can you find me can you heal me can you help me I need you....